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hundredeight
Today is the third day of silence and our monthsary. Happy monthsary baby(: I wish you all the best in your exams today and tmr! Off to school now.
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hundredseven
I should get up and stop feeling this way. cause i know if he was here, he would hate to see me fall and lazy. And on top of that, he has his examinations this coming mon and tues. I know I would be responsible if he did bad so I should stop feeling sorry for myself and make him feel like a shit ass. If I love him, which in this case I really do, I ( Read more... ) -
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I keep on watching what I say and post over the net so as to not hurt you. I tried so many things today to keep my mind from thinking of you but to no avail. No movie, series, food or ice cream can take my mind of you. In fact some of them made it worse. I was watching Julie and Julia somewhere in the evening just now and julie's husband was so ( Read more... ) -
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i just wanna hold your hand and never let go. but im ashamed to death of myself and I am not able to forgive this being in me that has destroyed you. the ugly truth is you've had enough of me. and when that happens, thats the end of me too. cause you were my hope, faith and love. I cant bear to go through this. if it is for the best for yourself, ( Read more... ) -
hundredfour
I feel like im blank.
like maybe i wish for better days for us.
maybe better days just for you at least.
despite all of the things ive sacrificed,
maybe its time i should give you more.
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hundredtwo
You know the feeling of when you just wanna be by d special someone's side, just not saying anything but feel the breeze teasing your hair. (: I wish of that right now. Brings me back to last year's december. <3
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hundredone
I feel like my mind is thinking of so many things of you. Hm, I had another bad dream yesterday night and for some reason it's creeping me out. I feel so uneasy right now thinking of all possible answers I could possibly reason out. But none of them makes me feel at peace. why?
It was such a pleasure to be around you yesterday. I felt so content ( Read more... ) -
hundred
i thought today i'd prolly wake up and have a good start. I guess not. like you said you like to disappoint me. the way i see it, it;s the other way round. forgive me for everything.
it was hari raya haji yesterday and my uncle asked me what's my direction after completing this course. I said I dont know yet and his face went so shocked. and told ( Read more... )
