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Freud's definition of The Id: The id is your primal urges, everything unadulterated about you.
Freud's definition of The Ego: Your construct of identity, who you are and how you understand yourself to be.

my id and ego
are battling to the
death
inside my little head.

I suppose
I had repressed how disgusting
the bathrooms are here.

To all the Girls who use the bathroom on my floor:
If you are going to brush out your weave, pick up the stray hairs.
If you are going to pee on the seat, wipe it off for the next person.
If you have your period,  I don't need to know by way of the dirty panty liner in the toilet.
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everything is up in the air.
my classes.
my graduation date.
my life.
my social life.
my love life.
everything.
i dont like up in the air.
i like plans.
stability.

people were helping
me with this earlier.

i need to remember how to make friends.
cause,
let's face it.
my single room
serves as a fortress of solitude
for the inkabelle.

i hate stonybrook more than life.

theend.

i am not
allowed to have
a phone when i
am drunk anymore.
theend.

Type your cut contents here.SUMMER'S OVER QUIZ

Looking back on this summer, have you...

1. Drank alcohol? yes
2. Cried? yes
3. Kissed anyone? yes
4. Been on a vacation to a different state? Ivacation? ha. weekend getaway.
5. Been on a vacation to a different country? i spent the first half of the year in a diff. country. i think im good for now.
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i had so much fun.
and now im back in bk.

im going to have a beer
and watch tv
which other people
enjoy their saturday nights.

its nice to know  i have
and open invitation
to atlanta, ga.
ive always wanted to go there.

im so frustrated with my life.
it can bite my ass.

apparently;
if it looks like it works and it feels like it works then it works.

i love snow patrol;
somehow everything I own smells of you and for the tiniest moment it's all not true

edit:
and then some:
It's not as easy as willing it all to be right
Gotta be more than hoping it's right
I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it
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the babies!
got me sick.

yes that is babies!
as in panic! at the disco.

booyah.