Feeling so alone...

[inkredible_kev]

I have some major issues. I could probably go on for a while about them, but I am not going to. No need to bring more drama to myself.

I am think about becoming a hermit like a friend of mine, and just keep to myself. Not like anyone would be missing out.

I'm sick of crying. The tears, the headaches, the sadness.

Comments

[solace94]

Kevin, Dude, your a lucky guy. being a hermit is not a choice, it is a last resort, I have been there and go back to it because it is all I have sometimes. To be a person who saves others from falling, and to be a person to patches and holds others higher is to be alone. you diserve the best aand you have a lot of things that others would love to have. for one friends that care, 2 someone to stand by you. 3 a talent and a love for a sport/hobby. You have a foundation to grow on, so use it. it may not turn out to be the building you expect, but it will be whatever you can build with what you have to work with. Walk your own path of pride and look up, ahead of you, with confidence.

[inkredible_kev]

I Can build mush with what I have. Yea, it can't be broken down, but I can't build too much with it. Life for me is so apathetic. I'm sorry you're not feeling good. She's gonna check on you in the morning. so expect to see her. In general, I feel like I am getting put in a group of about 5 or six people. I don't want it to come down to a selection..... Cuz' I know I am not the chosen one.

[solace94]

think of it this way, its not a selection, it's a choice. can't mess with someones free will, not even God or whatever spiritual thing out there can mess with that. "This above all, to thine Own Self be True." as long as your true, then you have nothing to worry about when it comes to makeing a life worth liveing.

[inkredible_kev]

Well, I attempt to be tolerant of most things in life. I know I will never ask for a choice to be made. I remember being close with a person, this person once. Highschool has since past from that time. Kinda being the last one to ever get a clue sucks..... At least I know where I am on the pecking order, even if it means I know I that I am at the bottom.