i think i used to be alot cooler. am i growing up?

i dress sensibly (mostly). all my bills get paid(barely). i haven't climbed anything in ages (except people).

eh. i guess i still have a ways to go. right?

i must never stop playing on the swings or watching cartoons.

cause then it will all be over.

 GOD IS LOVE

God is you.

God is me.

God is everything.

God is nothing.

God is the alpha.

God is the omega.

God is everything in between.

God is a hermaphrodite.

God is a hetero homo asexual.

God is.

God is love.

God is hate.

God is happy.

God is sad.

God has no feelings.

God IS feeling.

God is.

God is you.

God is me.

God is everything in between.

God does not ( Read more... )

love is better with out all that penis vagina bullshit.

Mon Nov 13 9:40am ( Read more... )

k so most of them suck, but other than an obvious sense of severe insecurity. i wasn't THAT bad of  writer...but now all that blood sweat and tears bullshit goes into a career and fashion and creative nonsense that does the world just about as much good as a semi-ok poem about how shitty it is to be 16.  nineteen's not so bad...but now all my ( Read more... )

its that moment. when everything opens up and the sunlight spills in and your mind is filled with here and now and finally and right. there is something in your stomache that bubbles up. different from the usual monstar clawing your insisdes. this explosion is a beautiful one and here i am exploding into the world. the real world that i have been ( Read more... )

what am i doing? sticky fingers. slender toungues ready to lick off your soul. and you only entice them. craving the mistakes you know will send your spine curling across viens and paper and anything blurry you can put your hands on.

something about flying. and wings that were born ripped. (an not at the seams) on their own healing is skepticle. but new finger tips. magic and gentle. (never knowing they could be.) sewing up the mistakes i made. tears of joy are confusing to me and i wish i could just scream something loud and clear, but im short of words and im sure you'll help ( Read more... )

( thick fingernails. )

( being of me. )