My boyfriend is amazing. And I'm really, really loving my life right now.

Just incase anyone was wondering.

Do I have to spell it out for you, or scream it in your face?
Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place..

Spending the day with Tony.

Goners practice in Providence, then who knows.

Ass over tits bears repeating.

It's 3:32 in the morning. I have to be to work in two and a half hours.

But I'm not even tired. Tonight was amazing.

Ass over tits.

Another Memorial Day. 5 years later.
Another drummer. And.
I can't help but feeling like maybe, just maybe, I'm doing it right this time around.

The Goners are suddenly much, much more interesting..

And.

I can't wait for Wednesday..

In August, I'm saying goodbye to New England.

And I'm not coming back.

i am more of an inconvenience to myself than a disconnection ever could be.

i never thought that hope could hurt like this. i will never forget your face. my love for you is measured in sleeping pills.

i will forever run in circles because it always comes back to you. i swallow forgetting you.

i never thought that hope could hurt like this.it ( Read more... )

do not listen to 'stars' on nights when you're feeling overly nostalgic. especially when it's raining.

avoid listening to 'why i like robins', too.

asshole.

new slayer soon. new tool soon, as well.
and i'm listening to thursday.
why do i feel like i'm stuck on repeat..

there's this strange taste in my mouth.
has it really been five years, already?

..but he wasn't wearing vans. he was wearing merrell's.

we stood in the rain and watched hogg do their screamy, thrashy hogg thing and i felt.. something. i felt it again later while we sat talking at a table in the union, watching him fold a cvs receipt into what he called 'death orchids'. he reminded me so much of j. the way he talked. his ( Read more... )

No, I honestly wasn't expecting it to feel like this.

Push on and soar higher, right?

Right. It's never that easy.