i go to get the mri done tomorrow to see if i tore my acl or not. i hope i didn't cause i dont' want to have surgery. that would be really crappy ( Read more... )

my knee is still hurt from monday... it's better, but i still can't run on it or twist it weird. i can do stairs though for the most part. and i went sledding last night at like 1 am. broomball is almost done. which makes me sad. i didn't want to get hurt until the last game if i got hurt. i wasn't planning on getting hurt period, but i know ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do with myself anymore... the only things that can capture my attention are movies and broomball... i just want to go far away from here. to get away from everything that reminds me of him. i still very much love him... i still hurt a lot inside and still really want him back. maybe i just need to go spend sometime outside ( Read more... )

1. I've come to realize that my last kiss... was not as good as the ones i had over the summer and last year ( Read more... )

i'm just a downer for everyone i'm around... i just can't help it... one day i'm doing better, then i'm all upset again. he was my world. i still love him with all my heart. i guess i'm just not good enough... i really just want another chance with him. just one last chance... he is still constantly on my mind. i miss everything he and i did ( Read more... )

i'm not dealing with the whole thing with dave very well... i didn't just love him, i fell in love with him. i loved everything about him. i even miss all those little quirks about him. he broke my heart... but i want him back sooo bad. he's still dating the person he did in japan. he had given me hope that he and i could get back together... and i ( Read more... )

my life is still complicated.... said a lot of what i needed to say to someone... we'll see how things go...

classes start tomorrow... first broomball game is this week....

*sigh* i hope things get better sometime soon....

i shall be back in houghton tomorrow.

so i'm trying really hard to be positive... but it's kind of hard when i read someone's lj.... i don't know why it upsets me. i can see how much fun that person is having... but idk... i guess i just let myself get to attached. i gave that person a part of my heart and they still have it. i'm so confused right now... i know what i really want. but ( Read more... )

everyone has gone away from me.....

went with the family to take ange back to central today. so i was in mt pleasant for a little while...

i'm going to be bored this week...... and i'm trying to deal with some emotions....