Emo ramblings
Cut, because you dont need my incoherent nostalgia.
I miss this. Remember that day, when we decided we didn't give a shit that we had scars all over our legs and weren't like the normal people? And you both cried because you were so scared of I don't even know what? But it didn't matter, because we were us , and we all had each other.
Remember the time we decided we were running away to the beach? We packed so much fucking food, blankets, torches. Then we realised no way would we make it before nightfall, and we had to turn back and walk 4 miles? We were so fucking scared that we had to use all your phone battery blasting music...how fucking ironic. Stumbling along in the dark, whimpering along..."hey moon, please fortheloveoffuckinggod forget to fall down" "boy did they have fun, behind the oh shit, that boat probably thinks we're stranded... sea..."
Those nights at Killigarth."did you bring err...POSTERS? Have you got GLITTER?" "Wouldn't it be great if we were DEAD?!" I can't even listen to that album now. "Vampires...Oh my GOd Izzy, those bats can understand everything we say!" .
Walking home... "do you ever think this is all just some fucked up computer game, like Sims but worse? And I'm really fucking scared that they'll decide to kill me off." "I love you, I never thought I'd have a proper best friend, y'know? But you're fucking brilliant".
Why am I even fucking typing this?!! You won't read it, no one will. I just need this here. I need to be able to prove to myself that I didn't imagine you up in my head, and that there was a time when you told me every fucking thing. I wish ...so much actually. That you would just sit down and talk it all out with me. It won't happen, will it..?
Bye, I guess. I'll always love you, no matter how much you hate me.
You are the gayest gay to ever gay, you flangemaster3000.
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I miss this. Remember that day, when we decided we didn't give a shit that we had scars all over our legs and weren't like the normal people? And you both cried because you were so scared of I don't even know what? But it didn't matter, because we were us , and we all had each other.
Remember the time we decided we were running away to the beach? We packed so much fucking food, blankets, torches. Then we realised no way would we make it before nightfall, and we had to turn back and walk 4 miles? We were so fucking scared that we had to use all your phone battery blasting music...how fucking ironic. Stumbling along in the dark, whimpering along..."hey moon, please fortheloveoffuckinggod forget to fall down" "boy did they have fun, behind the oh shit, that boat probably thinks we're stranded... sea..."
Those nights at Killigarth."did you bring err...POSTERS? Have you got GLITTER?" "Wouldn't it be great if we were DEAD?!" I can't even listen to that album now. "Vampires...Oh my GOd Izzy, those bats can understand everything we say!" .
Walking home... "do you ever think this is all just some fucked up computer game, like Sims but worse? And I'm really fucking scared that they'll decide to kill me off." "I love you, I never thought I'd have a proper best friend, y'know? But you're fucking brilliant".
Why am I even fucking typing this?!! You won't read it, no one will. I just need this here. I need to be able to prove to myself that I didn't imagine you up in my head, and that there was a time when you told me every fucking thing. I wish ...so much actually. That you would just sit down and talk it all out with me. It won't happen, will it..?
Bye, I guess. I'll always love you, no matter how much you hate me.
You are the gayest gay to ever gay, you flangemaster3000.
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