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[inkydownstairs]

I hate smoking pot constantly because I think of many many things to write in here but can never remember them once I am no longer high.

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[onevermind]

either smoke or don't.

Smoking can help bring out/ encourage your internal voice,

but it won't help vocalize it.

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[onevermind]

p.s. I only say it so bluntly cause I wish somebody had said the same ta me :)

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[inkydownstairs]

it's never constant though... like it depends on what i'm doing at the time. i suppose i just need to be more motivated to... remember... like put forth the effort to remember/write/do whatever it was i realized. if that makes any sense at all. mehh i don't know. i've never been decisive enough; i appreciate bluntness at all times. :p

[rightwingofgod]

I'm glad you feel you that pot seems to "produce" either material or motivation artistically.
However, I understand the drawback of not immediately reprising the content as actual work.

I often experience an overwhelming rush of ideas, and emotions to beautify them.
I have quite a few unfinished journal entries or lost/incomplete ideas for painting or stories.

Try to carry around a note pad to remind you of key things you can jot down in larger portions later. They should be big enough hints to accomplish what immediate recording could compile.
Or try to carry around your computer where you can so that you can type an entry or paper immediately.

If you're one to pass out, I understand. Sometimes, I get tired or "burnt out" and leave a blank screen. XD

[lizzurd]

Pots not that great. I dont even smoke anymore. I dont know what everybody else experiences it as, but I just dont find it very intreguing.

[inkydownstairs]

basically the only reason i still smoke pot is because it is always around and there's nothing better to do around here, really. it's not intriguing at all really. and because i don't drink anymore because it makes me sick. meh. i want this semester to be over.

i miss you sam, you & the rest of Primal Matter+co. should come here either this weekend or next weekend.. . or something.

ughhhhhhhh.

~

[lizzurd]

Ugh indeed!