i miss you.

one week till my birthday.

i dont know what i want.

between 7 hours of summer school
and 8 hours of work everyday
i am exausted.

mipa on sunday.
my bday is a week from tomarrow.
im not excited.

well, i cannot do this by myself.
im in indiana and this is really hard being alone
and doing all of this alone. i dont know if it will
really even happen because i need someone else's imput.
i really do too much stuff.

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i had the worst day at work today. i wanted to go shopping after work, and i was supposed to but my mom forgot her friend was comming over which totally sucks. i was looking forward to going shopping all day ( Read more... )

i am really confused.

i hate it when people dont show up for work.
if she gets fired i have to work her shift,
and that fucking blows. 3-11 no thanks.

you make me hate you.
for being the only one,
and yet the one you forget about.

you make me hate myself
for finally being okay,
and yet doubting everything that is okay.

today is a better day.
gym was sweaty but i am okay today.
going to hang out with matt.
and thats all.

:]