In first period w/ sebs and javi...

i hate this class...

javi says i hate this fucking class, i hate this fucking school, when you've been here for 4 years it takes its toll on you. I love cock."

i love javi... who loves cock...

"Screw you polly"

obviously... he doesnt love cock... that much...

anyhooodles....

love love love,
Paola

today was just so hazey... i woke up w/ the worst migraine and it seems i'm going to go to sleep w/ the same one...

but all in all... i feel alot better....

....I sincerly don't know what I would do w/out Ian....

I love you so much....

Thanks... Alot...

Sometimes... I think back to that night... I think about how hard I tried to make conversation w/ you... How much i wanted to hear you tell me something...

I think back to that night and... Sometimes... I regret calling you back and letting you hear me cry...

Sometimes... I wish I would have just sat on the couch and done nothing... Just ( Read more... )

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My Wonderlus Beautiful Wimsical Magical Amazing and every other positive adjective of a Hippie Lady slept over my house last night... We talked for hours... I realized how much i would give to go back and change a few things from my past... But alas! i cannot....

The night before My indescribable St!kk! Woman slept over too and i gave her brief ( Read more... )

well... it might work out after all...

=)

Goodnight all,
Ms. Paola Christina Tavarez

it just hit me that... it is hopeless and i should forget about a man with a voice... and how he makes me smile...

for once its unattainable... and i feel small like i haven't felt in a long long time

i guess i needed this to put me back in my place...

Goodnight,
Paola

"As the world keeps turning Chronic keeps burning..."
-Dr. Dre

the man w/ the voice makes me feel like a little girl again... its strange...

i miss Ross soo much its hurting my bones... my face aches with want of his return... he's too far away... too far...

I dreamt of him last night... i was in an enclosed stadium sitting on the grass surrounded by my giants... i could only glimpse them through the corner ( Read more... )