Is it me?

[inlovewithhim96]

You know, im starting to wonder if its me or not. Whenever Randy and I fight, which has been a lot lately, hes just like, "It's you, you're psming, your borderline," just so he can write off whenever im really mad, and then I think about it and wonder if im really mad or if it is just borderline and then I wind up apologizing... but not anymore.

Comments

[break_away_free]

its not you!!! its him. he needs to pay attention to you!!! if i get a chance to see him (hopefully) i will tell him!!! cause on the phone its "uh-huh", "huh", "i'm sorry what did you say???", "hehe", "haha". so yeah, you probably get my point. haha. talk to you later.

[inlovewithhim96]

Seriously he does. Im hoping hes just having a bad day, but either way, if he never paid attention to me again, id still love him. I think hes coming over tomorrow. Either way, later.
Melly aka May

[babymonkey89]

hey, i'm going to Canada, how awesome!! i'm out, i'll tell you everything when i get back. i'm not going to school monday but i'll be back tuesday.

[inlovewithhim96]

Sweet. Thats awesome though, even though you wont get to see your boy toy. But still, have fun and ill tty when you get back. Later
Melly aka May

[rapist_jerk]

Rey here. Nice journal i like it.
You can post me when ever you feel you need to talk to someone. I am always here for you and you can also add warlockkidmen. he's a cool guy and my best friends. i'll tell him to add you tomorrow. nite girl

[inlovewithhim96]

Hey thanks a lot and i will add warlockkidmen. Once again... im annoyed. but you know, thats just me. anyways, ill ttyl and read your journal. later
Melly aka May

Its not you

[xopixieangelxo]

My ex bf here would pay little to no attention to me then wonder why i was upset then he decided to dump me so dont feel bad

Re: Its not you

[inlovewithhim96]

Aww i do feel bad for you. that sucks, some guys are just creeps. but yeah, everything i write in here thats angry i usually only mean at the moment cause with my bipolar shit i get over things after im done having an episode. you know what i mean. later
Melly aka May

[anonymous]

..... maybe i'll catch fire something warm to hold me something warm to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind. all that evil shit ain't hard to find... I guess i only claim to be nice......

[inlovewithhim96]

only my baby would say this. I <3 Randy Rew