IT HURTS AGAIN!

[inluvwithluv]

I FEEL LIKE IM DYING INSIDE! I just read his lj and now I feel like shit. Why do I do it? you ask. I DONT know... sometimes I wish I could just rip my heart right out of my chest it hurts so bad. I think he under estimates how much i truely care for him. why? why do I care? Its so bad to care so much and be the only one who feels that way. his

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Hey yous.

[go0odnplent]

Hey Alivette. It's Panda. You asked if I had a LJ, and here it is. I just wanted to tell you I had one so you can read it and see what's going on in my life. What you just wrote brought tears to my eyes, because I felt every word you wrote. Every single fragment mama. Something in my life is so similar to what you were talking about. It's not even funny. Sometimes I don't wanna live because it hurts so much. To know that someone you love, is giving their heart and soul to another person. But ya know what babe? Ya can't give up. I believe that there is one person in the world for each and every person. Maybe you've found him, and maybe it is him. Or maybe it isn't. But you have to have the patience to wait for that speical someone. Because once you find that someone Alivette, you're gonna be blown away by the emotions you'll feel for them. Ya know the saying "If you love something, let it go,and if it's really meant to be, it'll come back to you." Well that's all I can say. I cry all the time over this shit. And you

Re: Hey yous.

[inluvwithluv]

hey mama, I'm happy that you took the time to write to me I appreciate it. You're right I should have more faith, it's just that sometimes it hurts so bad... lifes lonely. But you're right there has to be someone out there I just wish he'd hurry up and find me already.read my lj any time.
love, vette