today =

a couple smashed fingers
a few splinters
a stubbed toe or two
headache central
incredibly runny nose
burning eyes
sore throat
cracked and bleeding knuckles
and basic overall exhaustion

but there is one plus to my day...

I GOT AN EMAIL FROM BONO!!!!

oh yeah... but i feel fat :( haha

so now im past making the decision of talking to her or not. but now im so confused. this REALLY hurts... and i think its affecting me physically. im sure i look like hell and a half too. is this what im supposed to be doing? should be really cut her out of my life completely? even if its just for a short while? there was alot of good to our ( Read more... )

holly and i have decided to stop talking. well i guess i decided. atleast for a little while. well... maybe a long while. im really not sure. this really isnt healthy and ive known that. but i guess i needed to hear it from someone else. i shouldnt be jealous all the time. im not dating her and i dont want to. anyway... i guess this cant really ( Read more... )

TEN random things you might not know about me1. I find classical music to be relaxing and sometimes it makes me feel smarter ( Read more... )

Few people know that I, Shawn Waskey am a model train enthusiast. Even fewer people know that about ten years ago I killed a man in a bar fight. It was in Minnesota and I'll be honest, I just ran. I never heard from the police and I'm not exactly about to give them a call if you know what I mean. Every now and then I still take out his wallet and ( Read more... )

in honor of John's anniversary i was going to protest today. i was going to have a little bed in. unfortunately it was a school day and i had some things goin on. so i had to get up. so maybe saturday i can stay in bed all day. watch movies, take naps, snack, play videogames, read, listen to music...

anybody care to join me? :P

( stay in bed, grow your hair )

25 years ago TODAY one of the most amazing men to have ever lived was murdered outside his new york apartment. John Lennon was an angel amongst us. His word's and his music live on through his followers even still and will probably forever. Even though I never had the opportunity to have known him... I miss him with all my heart. Here's to you John ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal 12 DaysMy True Love gave to me...12 blonde_dykes a-rubbing.11 dwnwithollywoods a-hugging.10 ___la_geometries a-kissing.9 phoenix_girls a-twisting.8 israfelas a-winking.7 tickle_me_emo_xs a-moaning.6 attachdathelipss a-licking.5 teal funeralxdolls.4 milking candyvelvets.3 Austrian lindsayxmonsters.2 bull scooterchick561s.And a vilagen ( Read more... )

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the last thing i did last night was cry and the first thing i did today was cry. i guess its another one of my fits. it hasnt been entirely provoked. but some things have helped. this one's good. im not crying anymore. but thats not always a good sign. now i just feel empty. completely. or atleast mostly. im just having a bum time today. i got 3 ( Read more... )