Disconnected

[inmyth]

Ehhh. I feel so disconnected. It sucks. In this past year or even the past six/seven months, it's like I've left so many friends behind. People who I would've honestly said were one of my good friends have become cold acquaintances, if that. I think my online existence is pretty much over and that sucks. I wish I could go back to those people and

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[other_owl]

i love Nada, I do I do

[inmyth]

And I love Izzie for everzzz and everzzz.

Fourteen.

Gosh.

[other_owl]

we can't keep up with everyone. I feel like I'm losing my friends... I don't live near them any more and I hate driving so... so partially my fault..

[inmyth]

Yeah. Sucks innit. I've kept in touch with my best friends o'course. I'd kill them otherwise XD! But most people I've lost touch with.

[1ightning]

Well I still love you very much.

[inmyth]

Dude. Right back atcha ten folds. And I wasn't talking about you anyways or even Izzie who commented above <3333. But there are some people and outright telling them this seems awkward. And I don't like awkward, except that, everytime I come online: it's there. Awkward. Ya know?

Anybob, I got your text and hopefully you got mine. I'm in Pakistan at the moment so my network coverage is all over the place. Whatcha been at? SPN-ing away, I hope xD!!

[1ightning]

Yeah, I know how that is. I did get the text, but I thought possibly internet contact would be less mean on the phone bill.

I've been busy busy. Confirmed where I'm off to uni, passed my driving test, SPN-ing of course (I have succeeded in converting a friend to Wincest! Productive or what?), and also watching 3 seasons of Stargate Atlantis and poking around in that fandom.

How was Dubai? And how's Pakistan? You're all over the place!

[inmyth]

Hahaha yeah. Sorry about that. But I don't think it costs more on your end but I found out it's like £1 a text from Pakistan. I nearly fainted cos I've been texting away like there's not tomorrow.

Oooh. Did you make it to Cambridge then? And gosh, man! Everyone's passed their driving except for me. I really need to get off my lazy lazy bum and just get to it. By Christmas at least, hopefully.

Dubai was hot. Pakistan is boring. Heh. I'm like a ninja. Bouncing all over. Should be coming back on Wednesday but it's difficult getting ticket confirmations so dunno :/.

[noa_luna]

<3

[inmyth]

<333.

[ralnamalfoy]

But I still like you, even though we don't know each other well ~.~

[inmyth]

Awwww. *Snuggles* We should get to that at some point. It sucks that I couldn't meet you when you were over for Sectus even though I actually was at home. But things were hectic and all over the place what with my mum not feeling well at all and shit.

[ralnamalfoy]

It's okay. I believe we will meet sometime and then we'll have more fun than we would have had at Sectus ^^;

[egyptian_spider]

♥

I still less-than-three you. :) *hugs*

But I totally fucking know what you're feeling. I have the same thing happening with my life. Makes me really sad. :(

[inmyth]

Awww. *clings*

It really really sucks. I'm alright with my RL friends but it's the online ones that I'm drifting away from. People tell me it's eventual anyways, but I dunno, I'd've liked to be long-life friends hehehe XD!

[egyptian_spider]

yeah. I totally fucking know what you mean. I've had a number of groups of friends that have drifted away in the 10+ years I've been online, but it never hurts less.. and I always hope that "this time", the group I find is the one that will stick with me..

[inmyth]

Net's a flimsy thing, babe. And everything else that comes along with it. I try to reassure myself like that. But then again, there are a couple of people that I have gotten to know who live about my neighbourhood and have managed to become real life friends with.