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Oct 05, 2011 22:03

Breeze
hey. uh i'm not good with these letter things so don't get all mad when you dont know what i'm talking about. i'm trying really hard and i could have just not given you a letter but... whatever

when you read this letter i'm not in camp anymore. i went home. lucky, right? i dont know how people feel when they get to go back home but i'm really damn happy and glad i dont have to deal with this shit hole anymore

but i'm not writing this to nag. what i wanted to say was... sorry. for all those times i was a jerk and pissed you off. not like i think it was all my fault because damn you're really weird to deal with. not as bad as vanya but still. you know i can't deal with girls so it's not like i can give any other excuse

you're tough as fuck, you know that? i only know one person that i could say was tougher than you but if she wasn't around, then maybe you'd be at the top. maybe. don't get all excited because i definitely said maybe. you and my sis are the only tough girls i'm glad to say i'm friends with. if that's okay with you. it's fucking sappy but it's true

you better throw away this letter after you read it because i ain't gonna risk the chance of me coming back and you rubbing it in my face

(a sentence seems to have been written here but was erased enough that it's no longer remotely readable)

senoo

Vanya
(the whole letter has the appearance that things were written and then erased multiple times)

yo vanya.

you better not cry when you read this or nothin. this is kinda why i didn't tell you about this in person because it's really hard to deal with you when you cry

i'm home now. don't look for me or ask people if they've seen me, think that i'm missing or something because i'm not. i went home. so don't worry or do any of that shit you always do. i cleaned up the room you gave me in the studio so you don't have to clean that up yourself.

i don't know what the fuck to tell you. like i probably sat here in this room for an hour or something writing things and erasing things and getting more paper and then i ran out of paper. i know i have to apologize for a lot of stupid things i did and said and all the shit i made you deal with because i'm just that kind of guy. i'm a troublemaker. always been that way.

i'm glad you got to meet big sis that one time. i thought if anyone ever needed to meet her, it'd have to be you. kinda still wish i coulda gone back home with her but i'm back home now so it doesn't matter

people talk about how sometimes people leave but then come back. it could be after a week, or two weeks or a month or more. i don't know how any of that works. but if i ever come back and you're still here and some asshole or two or ten gave you a hard time, remember their names and i'll kick their ass all over this place for you. since we're friends

don't let anyone push you around (some words are scratched out)

ryuki senoo
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