It makes me feel like I don't know myself, or other people know me better than me. But I think my therapist is right and I am suffering from pretty severe anxiety. I think I even thought, "No, that only happens to other people."
But all the worrying and stress is really taking a toll. I MUST find a way to chill.
1. Watch the 6 (yes, 6) episodes TIVO has been saving since last year. Patiently waiting for me to watch. "Oh I've got plenty of time to watch those. Ooooo look, new episodes of 'The Soup!'"
2. Read the episode recaps on www.televisionwithoutpity.com
3. Continue TIVO'ing episodes until the hard drive is filled.
I've spent the past 2.5 weeks coughing my lungs up. I feel like I've been MIA in my own life. Hopefully, the coughing will stop so I can get my shit together and rejoin the human race.
Also, I've decided to stop being a robot. Here comes monkey!
Monday at 4pm, 1 freakin hour before my vacation and my throat is hurting. I was sick all day yesterday, but am finally feeling a little better. Tonight is chinese food with fam/friends. I hope I can breath and not have to skip it
( Read more... )