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[innerbl0ndie]

Im sooo flippin happy right now!!! i dont even know y!!! lauren was hyper..it must b contagious! lol wowzers.. in the last 2 days i have got a couple pieces of GOOOOD news.. and among all the saddness ive been going through lately.. i think they just made me HAPPY!!!!!! woohoooooo! ok..sorry ..i need to chill i know... lol but yey!

Smile everyone

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[pinkpolkadot71]

I'm glad you're so happy :):)

[innerbl0ndie]

:):) me 2!

[goodlilgirl07]

uuuh yeah w/e...its not really easy to smile when ur upset...i was hyper...then i died and was really upset last night...i hated me again and realized i have to give up on guys for now, and just pretend like they aren't here...not fun...and really hard but they ruin life...soooo forget them...relationships can't be THAT great, can they?? ok i wouldn't know...but for now all I want is for a guy to actually care about me and not just in a freinds sorta way.And I don't think I'm gonna have that for a while so right now, I have "try to go on like I never knew HIM" ugh!! i love bsb....lol Backstreets back alright!! ha seriously tho...why the hell am i so stupid???????? sry bout that....but really....why didnt i just say "can i get ur email or sn so i can talk to you online?" not that hard....but noooo i wasnt thinking that i would even care...i thot id just forget about him and never think of him again....wrong

[innerbl0ndie]

awwwwww... lauren.. i LOVE u!!!! dont hate yur self! thats a stupid thing to do.... yes.. guys ruin our lifes... but luike u just said to me.. it would b BORING if we didnt have them,... or if every guy we liked liked us back right away. this adds to the excitement and drama in our lifes.. a little drama is good for u.. keeps u from being bored... lol i know it sucks.. but think of it this way... every single teenager goes through the EXACT same thing! we all like people we cant have some time or another! but God has someone out there for us.. and he will make sure we get those people. They will b the best guys for us cause its God's plan. If u were ment to b with Danny... then God would have made sure u got his number.. i know it sounds weird... but ya.. god has a reason for everything! even thoguh u dont like not being able to talk to him.. if u were able to talk to him.. u would end up likeing him.. and u would b even MORE upset about it cause u would never b able to see him. i think its better this way. a LOT better... cause we

[goodlilgirl07]

i really do love guys

[innerbl0ndie]

haha i know ! i want a guy! i want a hott, sweet, and cuddly and romantic christain guy!!!