well who am I to keep you down.
My favourite two guys ever aren't happy. Of all the people in the world who don't deserve to feel like this, it's them both. I love them both so much, they're the only two people that I really feel close to lately.
It's only right that you should play the way you feel it ( Read more... )

This song is trippy. I love it, it reminds me of when I first left Gregg. Trippy up though, the backing is so powerful ( Read more... )

My stomach is flipping over and over and I feel like I'm going to be violently sick. Great. I woke up in the midst of a dream about Dad and Mom, great. Mom was trying to find an outfit by going around various charity stores and Dad came to pick us up to take us to a sandwich shop. It's really affected me, I'm normally okay with these dreams but ( Read more... )

Guess.

*stares at a wall ( Read more... )

Got home from sixth form about an hour ago - yeurgh, lots of stuff going around in my head. I almost fell asleep in history, the teacher was talking for about 40 minutes. It's just like lessons with Mr Duffell, except not as interesting, if that's concievable. Miss Cullingworth, one of my Economics teacher, is really nice. My maths teacher that I' ( Read more... )

It's the penultimate day of the holidays, let's all jump for joy... or not. A levels are not something I'm looking forwards to right now, at all, in any sense. I'm doing maths. I'm going to die! I should be positive right now but I don't want to be. I know what the problem is, I'm very well aware of it, and it's screwy. I was doing okay, I was ( Read more... )

I'd love a hug right now. Moop. -.-

Why am I waiting for you .. to see I'm alive?

I love Jets to Brazil. I love Emo all over actually, I'm going to sit about and listen to Thursday for hours on end now. Yay.

Why does this still hurt? WHY? WHY AM I SITTING HERE CRYING? What fucking purpose does this serve. I tried sending him a PM, yes, stupid idea, and his box is full. Great. I just want to talk to someone I know, someone... someone who at least reassures me that something's still going on the world that I'm in time with, well - not anymore, but just ( Read more... )