Sigh... I know I'm going to regret this, but whatever. It may not be a good time to say it, but I still have feelings for you. I wish I was there to help you. If you'd have me. But I'm in Oakland doing my thing and visiting home is expensive. They don't call it "starving artist" for nothing. Gah.
I'm glad you are still doing the artist thing though. That takes some guts. I wish I could tell you something to make you feel better, but we both know I cant give you what you want. Right about now chum, I dont think you would want the mess you would get anyhow. You know whats funny? I work next to you and Kelly now. Well not next to, but like 15 minutes away. I'd say I would come visit, but I can't. I cant do much of anything actually. Heh. It's kind of funny, when you think about it. ...Wait. No, it's really not. really not.
Hey Matt, We're not friends anymore, and you hate me because of some stupid journal entry that I wrote that wasn't really about you anyway. But if you ever need help or just someone to talk to, I'd be glad to listen. It's sad how we stopped being friends over something so petty. Anyway, hope all else is well. Take care.
If by all is well you mean like...the complete opposite of that statement, then yes, yes it is. I cant really deal with grudges anymore anyhow, it takes too much effort, and I really don't have the energy. I'm glad you posted though, it makes all those times you came over feel way less awkward now. I never hated you. I was dissapointed in you, I wanted you to stick up for me. But it doesnt matter anymore.
I hope you are doing well too. I swear I saw carrine the other day, but I'm not sure she could hear me.
I'm really sorry to hear that. You're a good person, and you deserve the best things in life. And I'm sorry for being a disappointment. You were always a good friend to me, so I'm sorry. I'm doing well enough. One last class and then I'll be back to work. And Carrine is, afterall, a silly duckie... Haha.
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It may not be a good time to say it, but I still have feelings for you.
I wish I was there to help you. If you'd have me.
But I'm in Oakland doing my thing and visiting home is expensive. They don't call it "starving artist" for nothing.
Gah.
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You know whats funny? I work next to you and Kelly now. Well not next to, but like 15 minutes away. I'd say I would come visit, but I can't. I cant do much of anything actually. Heh.
It's kind of funny, when you think about it.
...Wait. No, it's really not.
really not.
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We're not friends anymore, and you hate me because of some stupid journal entry that I wrote that wasn't really about you anyway. But if you ever need help or just someone to talk to, I'd be glad to listen. It's sad how we stopped being friends over something so petty. Anyway, hope all else is well. Take care.
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I cant really deal with grudges anymore anyhow, it takes too much effort, and I really don't have the energy. I'm glad you posted though, it makes all those times you came over feel way less awkward now. I never hated you. I was dissapointed in you, I wanted you to stick up for me. But it doesnt matter anymore.
I hope you are doing well too. I swear I saw carrine the other day, but I'm not sure she could hear me.
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And I'm sorry for being a disappointment. You were always a good friend to me, so I'm sorry.
I'm doing well enough. One last class and then I'll be back to work.
And Carrine is, afterall, a silly duckie... Haha.
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