So here is to the most awesome (note the sarcasm) schedule in the world. Last night I worked 4pm - 2am-- then today i had to be to work by 10am and have to work till 6 pm. then when i get off here i have to go pick up laundry, and get clothes and other stuff and go get ready for a party that we are throwing for a friend, and all of this is being ( Read more... )

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I'd do it if I could, I hope you know I would.

So I have decided to update again. What has happened since the last time I updated.. well I turend 23.. so now i am only 2 years away from being a quarter of a century. Saw Josh for the first time in a while, got to see Savannah his little girl graduate kindergarten, and can I just say that watching her graduate made me feel REALLY OLD. This is a ( Read more... )

Isnt it strange how something you have done for months on end reguarly can become weird after not doign it for a little while? I went to Scotts show last night, not to see him mind you, but because Amanda is like 10 months pregnant, okay not really but she is about to have the baby any day. And last night was her last show for a little while. For ( Read more... )

I dont know as though I have ever felt as lost as I do right now. Nor that I have ever felt so empty. I have started reading my bible again some, and started praying again. And I think I may start going back to church, but as hard as it is, and trust me it isnt because anyone has made me feel bad or anything of the sort, I am going to go to a ( Read more... )

But I cant let you be there either.

So now what do I do?

Here I go with the updating. I figure i will get all the bad stuff out of the way first then end my night with happy positive stuff ( Read more... )

WEll hello everyone. So things are going pretty darn good right now. But at the same time I know I have taken everythign crumpled it up in my hand and thrown it away, how odd is that. Things are good though, I am happy, very happy for the first time in a VERY long time. I am rather sure I already have lost some people along this path, and I am sure ( Read more... )