just so I don't forget. Another book Idea. Nila and Tempest. Remember. NILA AND TEMPEST.

Today was bad. It was worse than it's ever been before.

Eurgh! Whoever invented porn needs to go die...Even though they're probably already dead... Ugh this is pissing me off so much...no. It's saddening. How could he possibly do something like this? like... HIM?! No way. It's rediculous... He's so sweet and...Innocent and..moral. Porn? No. You don't just...do porn. No. I don't care if it's with your ( Read more... )

Sadness....You can't describe it... tasting the bitterness of tears in the tastiest food... finding the best jokes horrid... In my dream... in my dream...someone said...they told me.. "Those who go into the darkness deserve to die."..Things are getting worse...dreams and reality are beginning to mesh... I can't stand not having my Peter Pan... I ( Read more... )

I...I think Kim was a guardian angel... I think she'd make a good story too. But first let me get to why she's a guardian angel. As much as she lied, what did she ever really do to us? She brought me and Sam closer, made me realize I was gay, and made us believe we could change the world. The Guardian Angel Rymekilb. Kay so here are a few of my ( Read more... )

That I only seem to update my journal when I'm sad or write a poem. Anyways it was time for an update. I realized something. I won't put it here. It makes me seem crazy :P...anyways... Stuff happened. I lost(I think?) three of my best friends because of a misunderstanding. I'm not understanding why it's become such a big deal. I explained the real ( Read more... )

Sitting in a room of black ( Read more... )

"Save the boy..." One more boy in need of saving...one more boy I can't possibly save...And it kills me...

Pretty eyes ( Read more... )

I have no best friend. I'm aware I have Kate and Sammi and Izzy and blah blah blah. No. I need a best friend. I need someone who understands. I need someone who will be the way Sam was with me when me and her were best friends. Or the way Lexi was with me when we were best friends. Now we're best friendS....As in plural. As in more than two of us. ( Read more... )