okay so i havent updated in a while....actually in like weeks! how bad is that...lol i guess i've just been wayy to busy you know with work and shit...the hard life!! but anyways...yeah i have been working alot...its kinda wierd how one week i have like 30something hours, and the next week i have 8! but oh well...thats life! ohhh good news there... ( Read more... )

So i guess im happy that me and mike ended the way we did....well wait who am i fooling...im not happy that we ended. im happy that i finally came to realize what was going on. or what wasnt going on. I did kinda get sick of knowing that i was getting lied to, and shit. And i find out today..that he has a child...ehh that kinda bothers me 1. that ( Read more... )

what in the hell is it?! why cant i be like every other girl out there...why cant i keep a fucking guy....they all turn out to be fucking ass holes...what is it about me?! im up for everything...just tell me...dont beat around the fucking bush...im sick of this shit, and i need to know what is wrong with me...i want to start over, and i want you to ( Read more... )

okay so maybe im over-thinking things...maybe just looking to deep into things...or maybe im just bound to be fucked over in relationships...weather its a real relationship as in when you know your allowed to say you guys are dating, or if its a "dating" relationship...or how bout this newly added one...im now in a "seeing" relationship. Either way ( Read more... )

SO isuppose i could update on my ohh so exciting life!! Im startin to fall behind on this updating shittt and the only reason im updating now is because im waiting for a cd to burn!! hehe! so yeah im not even gonna get into what happened at the begining of the week...becuase it was just shitty! but i suppose i can explain to you about tuesday! lol ( Read more... )

so i guess i could update on my awesomely shitty thanksgiving weekend...lol ( Read more... )

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Okay so yeah i got a job, me and allison went on sunday and put in applications...one at bath and body works...and then as i was turning it in, a lady asked me to come back on tuesday...so that is what i did! At that lil interview i filled out some more paper work...and then she asked me come back today for an orintation... at 8 am!! yeah crazzy... ( Read more... )

Okay so today Allison left me to go down to florida with her mom for like a day...she will be back on thursday, but you see...this is the first time in like 5 months we havnet seen eachother every day! haha she should be boarding the plane right about now! hehe..oh well, im happy for her! kinda jealous actually..i wanna be in the sun!! ohh she did ( Read more... )

Hahah so i just read my last entry that i posted, and it makes me laugh at how i vent! i mean at the time i felt alot better, but now looking back and reading it, it just makes me laugh! lol oh well ( Read more... )