he broke up with me.. he says he feels bad because he cant give me the "100% that you deserve".. 'you' being me. he told me he still loves me. i dont know if ishould take this as a break or a break up.. :/ i wish this never happend...
i love eddie

my day was ok, but somehow someone or something always manages to change that for me. why is that? today sucked ass and i am just now seeing that.. but i am going to make the best of it. austin wants to see me on friday, i want to and all, but it will be too emotional i think, i dunno, itd be good to see him, but, then again, it wouldnt. o_0 who ( Read more... )

today was a great day.. tomorrow.. im wearing shorts!! o_0
can u believe it?! wowza.. its kinda like a bet type deal, erika parker and christie ogden wanted to dress me up, so, they told me what to wear and like how to do my hair and stuff.. lol.. its funny.. :) as long as i make them smile, thats all that matters to me o_0 0_o
i love eddie

sorry sammy i dont think i can call tonight.. my voice needs its rest again :'( ill try to call later.. if not im sorry.. bye

well.. today is the drama thing.. i really hope tim practiced.. i doubt he did.. i think on his pasrt of this project.. hes gonna get an F lol.. no im j/k.. he didnt even practice.. i doubt he even has a costume lol.. grr.. oh well.. i practiced and its being graded individually so thats cool.. i might get a C on it because i dont know if i do the ( Read more... )

well, im bored waiting for thad to come get us for school, i just relized that my friend, doesnt like me anymore, she didnt tell me directly, but she basically told me indirectly. oh well, if you dont like me, dont like me, just dont lie to me ok? i know you read this. tell me the truth. anyways, blah i am so bored, i need to eat, i will after ( Read more... )

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i want a snail for a pet, thats right a snail, and ill call him sammy. ya sammy.. sammy the slow slimy pet snail! :) enough of my boredom, im gonna write something to everyone ( Read more... )

im sick of the petty problems of our apathetic society. im sick of our governments moronic decisions. im sick of how my life is in danger because of some assholes opinion of some other asshole. im sick of this war bullshit.. president bush or weed or whatever the fuck is name is.. is fighting with some other dude.. *i dont fucking know whats ( Read more... )

hrpmh...tomorrow.. is valentines day... i am going to spend it alone more then likely.. i dont know if my mother will let me hang out with anyone. i wanna hang out with adam because hes my best friend. but ya know.. hes a guy.. he has a penis..my mom doesnt like penis's. which isnt fair, hes my best friend. lol oh well i gtg