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This is long, and I'm really bored.
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Katie
2. Kate-ums
3. Kay
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. ransidkdvcs
2. benjaminmadden
3. xgroupielove
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair
2. My eyes/eyelashes.
3. My ability to totally disregard something I don't care about.
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My nails.
2. How self-concious I could be at times.
3. How nervous I could be at times that leads me to be clumsy.
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. Italian
3. German
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being poor.
2. Losing family/good friends.
3. Losing Mike.
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Cell phone.
2. Chapstick.
3. Cigarettes.
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Mike's St. Charles sweat pants.
2. Reality Check t-shirt.
3. MAC eyeshadow
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. Brand New
2. The Used
3. GC
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Making money.
2. Hanging out more with my friends.
3. Convincing Kryssee's mother to let her come to NY
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Trust.
2. Friendship.
3. Communication.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I'm confused. *
2. I'm in love with my valid points.*
3. I'm not full of hate.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes.
2. Teeth.
3. Hotness.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. I can't be around other girls and their drama for more than 5 minutes. Just can't do it.
2. I can't go too long without bitching about something, and making a valid point about it.
3. I can't go to the mall without money, or else I'll max out my credit card.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Sleeping.
2. Smoking.
3. Getting into deep conversations.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Stay up till 4 am then sleep really late.
2. Talk to Kryssee, which I am doing right now.
3. Ponder.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Psychologist.
2. Psychologist.
3. Psychologist.
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. California (again)
2. Bermuda (with Jamerz)
3. Australia.
THREE KIDS' NAMES:
1. Kristen Elise
2. Michael
3. Cynthia
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Beat the living shit out of everyone I can't stand. (coughthegirlswiththedramaatmyschoolcough)
2. Get all those fuckers back.
3. Live in California, enjoy the weather, and go shopping every damn day.
[X] I miss somebody right now.
[ ] I have dated someone at least 10 years older (or younger)
[X] I care about someone right now.
[X] I don't watch much TV these days.
[X] I love olives
[X] I love sleeping.
[ ] I own lots of books
[ ] I wear glasses or contact lenses.
[ ] I love to play video games.
[ ] currently have a crush on someone.
[ ] I have been cheated on
[ ] Have had my heart broken
[X] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I am single
[X] I've watched porn movies.
[ ] I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
[X] I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
[X] I curse all the time.
[X] I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
[X] I have a hobby.
[X] I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing
[ ] I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
[X] I've never broken someones bones.
[ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
[ ] I hate the rain.
[X] I'm paranoid at times.
[X] I need money right now!
[X] I love Sushi.
[X] I talk really, really fast.
[ ] I have fresh breath in the morning.
[X] I have semi-long hair.
[ ] I have lost money in Las Vegas
[X] I have at least one brother and/or one sister.
[ ] I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
[ ] I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
[ ] I have a twin.
[X] I have worn fake hair/fingernails/EYELASHES in the past.
[X] I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
[X] I love the way I look.
[X] I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
[ ] I am usually optimistic
[X] I have a lot of mood swings.
[ ] I think prostitution should be legalized
[ ] I think Britney Spears is hot.
[ ] I have a hidden talent
[ ] Im always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
[X] I think that Im popular.
[X] I have kissed someone of the same sex
[ ] I enjoy talking on the phone.
[ ] I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
[X] I love to shop.
[ ] I would classify myself as ghetto
[ ] I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
[ ] Im obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
[ ] I don't hate anyone.
[ ] I'm a pretty good dancer.
[ ] I dont think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
[ ] Im completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
[X] I have a cell phone.
[ ] I watch MTV on a daily basis.
[X] I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
[ ] I love drama.
[ ] I have never been in a real relationship before.
[X] Ive rejected someone before.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[X] I want to have children in the future
[X] I have changed a diaper before.
[ ] I've called the cops on a friend before
[X] I bite my nails.
[ ] I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
[X] Im not allergic to anything
[X] I have a lot to learn.
[ ] I am very shy around the opposite sex.
[ ] Im online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I have at least 5 away messages saved.
[X] I have tried alcohol and drugs before.
[ ] I have made a move on a friends significant other in the past
[ ] When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
[ ] One of those neighbors was the same sex.
[ ] I enjoy some country music.
[X] I would die for my best friends
[X] I think that Round Table is the best pizza
[ ] I watch soap operas whenever I can
[ ] Im obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
[ ] I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
[ ] I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children?s Story"
[X] Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
[X] I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
[X] I have dated a close friend's ex
[X] I am happy at this moment.
[ ] I am Pissed at the world right now
yeah, it's officially Christmas Eve. I'm in like, another world when I'm on the computer. Staring at the screen brings me into my sub-concious mind for some reason. I just go into the longest dazes. Today was my last day of training at work. So, from Monday on I'm on my own. I'm working, Mon, Wed, Fri, Sat, and Sun. For training, I made 40 bucks. Which isn't bad for training. I also have to go cash my check sometime tomorrow. I didn't go to school today, so I went to Mike's. We hung out until like 2 and then we had to go to best buy, because I had to buy him christmas presents. But I had to be at work at 4, and the line was at the back of the store. It was ridiculous, and it was SO stressful. I felt so mad/sad at the fact that I couldn't buy Mike his christmas presents, so I stood outside crying to him about it for like 15 minutes in the rain. He said it's okay, and we'll exchange presents on Sunday. So, now I have to get a ride to Best Buy on Sunday and buy them, wrap them, then go to his house. After work I got a free salad. I called Billiam a few times but he didn't answer 'cause he was sleeping. I went home and he called me at like 9:30. We went to Country Donuts and got coffee and talked, like always. He walked with me home and we talked on my porch for like an hour or so. I was so happy that I actually got to hang out just me and Billy. I miss hanging out with Billy and just talking. He's got such valid points, he understands me, and he can carry on such a good conversation. I just wish SOME PEOPLE would understand that Billy is one of my best friends, and I just like to hang out with him maybe once a week, aside from everything else I do, and not be bitched at for it. I hate dealing with the same thing I deal with each time, and nothing ever happens. I just need a good person to talk to aside from my work/school/boyfriend fulfilled life. I need OTHER realtionships. I need contact with my FRIENDS, and I'm sorry that that friend is a guy. I'm so sorry. But to tell you the God's honest truth, there really is nothing I can do about the fact that I connect more with a guy than a girl.