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[innorcent]

yknow what dude. you wanna write in your xanga. then here is my fucking answer jame. I don't know WHAT THE FUCK you think you said on the phone to me thursday night, but from what i clearly remember, i was walking home from the bus stop with mike and you told me "katie, i can't hang out tonight because i have to close" and i was like okay whatever

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[jessical0vejoy]

right this second I dont have any best friends either. I know what you said. I know what I said. and it's always "too cold" for you to hang out with me. You said it the other night when I called you the night after Christmas and both nights we were supposed to meet after work. I cant go. You wanna call up my boss? Go right ahead. She wont give me off. That entry was meant to hurt you. This entry was meant to hurt me. Whatever dude. And I called YOU both those days. You didnt even fucking want to give me the time of day. Sorry. You really dont give a shit at all. And nothing has anything to do with Mike. Mikes a cool kid. I dont really mind him at all. What I dont understand is you and Billy say you call me but you dont. I think you probably just say "lets call Jamie" then say "nahhh". You just ASSUME that I'm always with my boyfriend. That's fucking retarded. If you really would make a fucking plan with me I would hang out with you.

[jessical0vejoy]

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand. I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am. And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again. And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am. I'll grow old and start acting my age. I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate. A crown of gold. A heart that's harder than stone. And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone. Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.

[innorcent]

yknwo what dude. im over with this. you wanna be a fuckin asshole. then its all good. because im fine with my life right now. the only time i have problems is when you ditch me from our plans. what are you talking about me and billy say we call you. i fucking bitch to billy whenever i hang out with him that im always leaving you messages and you never call me back and if you do you call me back when you skim through your missed calls. thats the only time. and your never making any fucking plans with me. i made the concert plans. i made the city plans. i made weds plans. and all the weds before that. i made thursdays plans. what the FUCK are you talking about. i dont even think you have any idea what youre babbling about. you could ask anyone. kryssee, mike, billy. im always telling them that i call you, and you never call me back. youve become such a shit friend. and im getting over it. yknow. i always thought me and you were going to stay good friends forever. and billy was going to be the one we lost. but i guess it was the other

[innorcent]

just know that billy and I will always be around when you decide to accept the truth.