It's true. The fact that he knew it would piss me off, and he still lied to me, totally throws me off. Then when I confronted him about it, he lied again only until he knew that I found out. What a fucking asshole, yknow. I wish I was like Jamie at times like this because when she's mad she knows what to say, when I'm mad I get sick, like I have ( Read more... )

I miss Mike alot. More than alot. I keep telling myself that absence makes the heart grow stronger and all that bullshit but I still really miss him, and it's only been like three days. Not even. Once I leave for Cali I'm sure it will go fast. Jamie slept over last night, and we watched Donnie Darko. Not to mention I had watched the whole movie ( Read more... )

I've been really sensitive lately. Really sad. Mike left yesterday morning for Villa Roma. It's only been one day and it's getting to me. It'll go fast. I won't see him until the day after I come home either. :-/ I'm taking St, Johns Wort so I'm not a miserable bitch ALL the time. My dad is upstairs sanding my wood floor in my room, so of course he ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmmm... the beginning of this summer was actually really good. Kryssee came. We went to the city twice, great adventure, mall (just like old times), we had a few sleepovers. It was great. Now she left, and I miss her. It sucks when your best friend lives in Georgia. it's just that, I don't hate her because she's fat, she's fat because I hate ( Read more... )

I'm going to the mall today with Kryssee and Mikey probably. I'm getting the first Brand New cd. I'm not waiting anymore. I'll put it on my credit card, lol. It'll be kind of pointless since I have almost all of them on the computer, but I like it so I want it. Congrats to Amanda for sending me the Brand New cd for Christmas and making me like them ( Read more... )

yeahhhh... today was a really good day. And so was yesterday. Went to Six Flags with Kryssee Bubbadee and Mikey. It was the best time ever. We went on like every ride, and some of them twice. Nitro is THE best ride ever. I believe that was like one of the first ones we went on, and I bought the picture. It is so damn funny. Kryssee looks like ( Read more... )

( Robbed from Jamerz )

lmfao I was just thinking of the other day when I was walking to the train station with Jamie. I told her about how it's going to be hard to not see Mikey for a whole 7 days. and I told her I was gonna be on the phone with him all the time. And she makes a phone with her hand and mocks us going ( Read more... )

Yeahhh...

Today I got up at like 9:30 to be ready by 10 to go to the beach with my mother and her friend. We went to Midland Beach. The water was FREEZING, but we dunked ourselves in it anyways. After that I came home and went in the pool with my dog and my mom. Then Mike came over and I took a shower and we went to the movies. We saw Dodgeball, ( Read more... )

( ...I'd burn alive to keep you warm... )