Time does not heal all wounds
The loss of our love left a hole in my heart
The grief I hold I will hold for life
I gave your mother a promise that I could not keep

You’ve moved on and I’m stuck in pain
The promise I gave I will not give again

The love I wanted to give you has changed my life
Now that I don’t have my love, my friend, my wife.

We fell apart
I feel the sting
You have my heart
It’s on your ring

I lost my friend
Now I am stuck
I’m at my end
I’m out of luck

I miss my love
She has moved on
Now cries the Mourning Dove
Since she has been gone

All I’ve had to do is swallow the pain
By the thought of I’ll never see you again,
I will have to swallow my pride,
To not show others I am dying inside,

I gave you my heart, my soul, my all,
When we broke apart, led to my fall

You were my Everything
I was your Universe
Now I’m left with nothing,
Only this curse

It still stings to this day.

I’m sorry for everything. I wish you really knew how much I wanted us to work out. I wanted us to be happy together.

I know you’re married now. I want to let this pain go from losing you. I wish we could have found a way to work things out.

You will always hold a special place in my heart, my everything.
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I don’t want my life to flash before my eyes when I die,

I want the love to flash before my eyes.

“It is just you and I tonight.”
My loneliness had said,
Which caused a tremendous fright,
The existential dread

My heart filled with ache
I headed to the lake
I stood on the shore alone
Living a nightmare wide awake

When will this all pass?
The sadness, fear and pain?
When will I can finally surpass
This hurt and be myself again?

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High on life, or high on you,
There is no higher life than a love that is true,
When I look into your eyes
I see stars,
I see blue

My heart feels the love,
The love from deep within you

If only time and this world could truly preview
The faith of the love,
Between me,
And between you

We would be high on life, High with me,
High with you…

You’re the current that’s drowning me,
As I’m suffering you’re not saving me,
I’m broken and you’re not healing me

With this rain I’m washing away
Praying for a hand
To pull me out of this current
This overwhelming torrent

I need to be held
Have hands to hold me
To be felt
Be understood
Have a Love unparalleled