Sooo yeah. Its been quite some time since i've been here. 2010 has thus far proved to be a good year. It seems hopeful. All i gotta do now is keep it together ( Read more... )

I just realized I've had so many interesting trials in my life. Ha ha. Good stuff. I'm happy that everything has turned out pretty o.k., well at least for right now anyway. I'd be lying if i said life was perfect. It's pretty good for now.

I need to find a job fast...its harder than i thought it would be...I'm not trying hard enough though...I need to push myself like how i did before. Use some of that army discipline...kinda wish i was still there though. I knew what was going to happen before it happened. sort of had a control of my life. to restart again...is bunzz basically. But ( Read more... )

so mom is back in town. i'm happy. its kinda weird its like she just left and now she is back ( Read more... )

Ok so yeah...another update. Yipeee ( Read more... )

Sooo, lately i've been having many sleepless nights. I don't know why i don't bother to force myself to sleep. Staying up late doesn't have the same effect on me anymore. I remember before i used to love being alone in the early hours of the morning thinking about so much stuf...well i guess one reason that helped was i was probably high. HaHa the ( Read more... )

so anyway i thought id still continue these journasl for the sake of having sumthing that i started in oh say 2005, sumthing that is sucha relic to my life that i can read years on in my life...thats still if this site is up... hope fully ( Read more... )

wow. i was just reading my past journals....how depressing ( Read more... )

gah!!! 5 more days!!

this is all gonna hit me hard when im on the plane or when i arrive in singapore.

good thing i have coldplay to wrap me up im comfort. :]

im gonna miss all you guys...

idunno wut to do anymore. im sorta glad im leavng. so i can run away from all this drama. drama i created some how by looking at this one girl in highschool 3 years agao. if it wasnt for that day. i dont think i would be feeling the way i am right now. but its wrong of me to blame her. all she ever did was be herself. she cant help that. but to ( Read more... )