Pairing: Vam
Rating: I can't rate things...find out for yourself
Summary: Short one-shot. Ville desperately wants to tell Bam his secret...inspiration taken from HIM lyrics
WHEN LOVE AND DEATH EMBRACE
I wish you wouldn’t look at me like that. Expectant. Curious. Almost pleading me to tell you.
I wish you never brought this up. I’ve never been able to lie to you; I’ve never kept any secrets from you. Until now.
To be honest, I’ve wanted to tell you ever since the day we first met. When your sapphire eyes connected with mine. When I first heard your voice. When your hand touching me sent shivers down my spine.
But I know I can’t ever tell you. You are my best friend, and I don’t want to ruin that friendship, even when being around you tortures me, all because of this one secret that I can never speak.
You would hate me, just like everyone does. You would walk away and I would never see you again.
You ask me where the marks on my wrists came from. There’s no need to ask. You know really. You know I did this to myself, but you don’t know why. That’s what scares you. There’s some secret caught up inside me that makes me hurt myself, but you will never know what it is.
Just one secret that gets in the way of me being truly happy when I’m with you. Just one secret that I can never tell.
I love you Bammie, and it’s crushing my heart.