tonight bootstraps was hit by a car on vista del mar and died. bootstraps was probably the most beautiful cat i've ever come to know in my entire life. bootstraps you know you will be missed by everyone who came to love you. i dont think i'll be able to bring myself to say goodbye to your body, so this is the best i can do for right now. i'm sorry ( Read more... )

so tomorrow at 7:00 AM i am leaving for Reno to go on a business trip. It's weird. I am totally not prepared for something like this. I don't even know what to pack. I have my "work clothes" but everything else i have is street wear. I have a couple kind of nice going out clothes ... most of which i think are inappropriately too sexy for business. ( Read more... )

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i'm enjoying my morning cup of coffee and thought i'd send a little update ( Read more... )

seth bought a computer and within only a few days of being connected to the internet he started getting massive pop-up porn ads. i said, "seth have you been looking at porn on your new computer?" and he replied suspiciously, "um, why do you ask..." lol wow that was funny.

yessss finally. i'm so happy that i was able to log into this while i wait for seth and howie to finish smoking cigerettes so that we can watch more 24. the last week has been fabulous. i've had friends in town visiting and everything just felt right. they left this morning and i'm kind of sad but thats coool. toight should be fun, i'm alreadt a ( Read more... )

my parents are finally home from their 8 day trip to Alaska!!!! i am SO happy for several reasons. most importantly, i don't have to be alone any more. it was really getting lonely around.i have always struggled with being alone in my house. I'm always worried that some kind of freak accident will occur , and i will not be able to protect myself ( Read more... )

ok so of all times to update my journal now is probably not the best nor the best thought out. but i am seriously pissed right now and though i'm at work, if i don't vent this probelem somewhere i'm gonna let it brew inside all day ( Read more... )

its not even that my job is bad, its just that everyday feels like i'm busy all day long getting nothing done. and thats exactly how today is going to feel. i have way too many things to do, and not enough time to do it all, and seriously i cannot wait for 530 to roll around for another beautiful weekend. i'll update at length then.

"if i ever have a daughter i want her to be exactly like you."