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Tomorrow is when drew is gonna fill out the application for out apt. Hopefully it hasn't been swooped on, because, geez...its just perfect! If not we are gonna go on an intensive search. But I have a good feeling :) I'm so excited for our life to start. We are so excited for our life to start.
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He makes me feel so loved. I just wish I could be the best. I'm trying so hard. This abortion thing has really depressed me. Sometimes I become numb and I can't process. I wanna be great for him. He thinks I am. Which I guess means Im doing something right. Were gonna move in together. I can't wait. I love him more than he knows.
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He makes me feel so loved. I just wish I could be the best. I'm trying so hard. This abortion thing has really depressed me. Sometimes I become numb and I can't process. I wanna be great for him. He thinks I am. Which I guess means Im doing something right. Were gonna move in together. I can't wait. I love him more than he knows.
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Sometimes I feel like I won't be able to fill the shoes of his ex wife. I don't know why. Obviously I can because he left her for me. But I feel like how am I supposed to fill the shoes of the original person he wanted to spend his life with. The first love of his life...and then I constantly feel like I'm not pretty enough. Or smart enough. Or ( Read more... ) -
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God, I just read some on my old Justin posts btw, wtf why did I ever stay there?! ew, I swear I was fed mind control drugs and I'm stickin to it hahaha. My life has been hell since I met him and I'm so glad he's gone. I'm so embaressed by those posts I want to delete them, but I won't, because they are a great reminder as to how dumb I was ( Read more... ) -
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I still cry about it. I still can't get over it. I want to get over it, I want to forget it. He makes it easier for me. He makes me feel so worth something, which is the one thing I guess no other boyfriend has ever done, well, he does a million things previous boyfriends have never done lol. His daughter is adorable, she makes me realize how ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a hard begining to this year for me. I'm still trying to deal with the choice I made, I'll never get used to it I believe. It kills me everyday...but everyday gets so much easier, I've truely met the most amazing person I could ever possibly meet. With every person I meet I look at them as a life lesson, someone to gain knowledge from, ( Read more... ) -
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Yeah I'm pregnant. I have an appointment for Friday to get the abortion pill...it's not really what I want to do...but I have to think of whats best. I'd have no support from the father (which isn't a must) and also I have a terrible job that gives me zero hours. I wish it were different, but it's not...and I'm stuck in a corner. It's funny how ( Read more... ) -
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Friday is the day. It's not my choice. It's my only choice.