It's so cold outside but still very pretty! The fresh air was just what I needed to wake me up, though I suspect the mocha also had something to do with that.
Eiji, do you still need me for that favor? Your plans for tonight haven't changed, right?
How can it be so hard to find out information on one man? The only person that I’ve talked to that remembers Daisuke is Sae-sama. It’s like he dropped off the face of the planet, or there’s a huge conspiracy to hide him. ;__;
Speaking of Sae-sama… I’m going straight to hell when I die, because he’s intent on corrupting my soul. Sometimes, when I’m alone and I remember what I do with him I feel like such a slut, but then at other times I wonder what’s so wrong with enjoying an affair with someone as unnecessarily gorgeous as he is?
It isn’t like I’m the only person on campus partaking of sensual pleasures, whether master or butler. There’s dozens having affairs, a lot of them self admitted!
I suspect it’s the fact that I’m a girl that makes me feel really ashamed of what I’ve done in my lowest moments, but I hate those double standards that make it okay for men to do one thing while indicating a woman can’t.
It isn’t fair at all. And it’s not like I’m doing them with everyone at the school! Though, I still get very @__@ around certain people. Shishido Ryou is still one of the sexiest guy’s I’ve ever met, though I don’t think I’d ever want to be more than just his friend. His master is still too sexy for description and better kept far…. Very far away from me, because I highly suspect if he ever turned the charm on in person I’d turn into a drooling mass of stupidity, and he’d probably realize I was a girl in short order.
Kiyosumi-sama… *_________* the stuff of every girl’s dream. He’s funny, lighthearted, always full of good humor and quick to laugh, and somehow manages to be super charming while at it. Except, I don’t think my super secret crush will ever be more than just a crush. He, like Sae-sama, has roaming eyes and is very flirty. I can’t picture either of them ever settling down to just one person, and while I am enjoying myself immensely with the blue-eyed devil doing his best to corrupt me I’m still a woman.
Someday, my parents are going to expect me to start looking for prospective mates, even if Kippei is their official heir. Mom’s going to want me properly settled with the right guy so she can die in peace, which is something she’s constantly said since I turned eighteen.
Listen up, An-chan~! You aren’t allowed to fall head over heels for anyone on campus, especially not Sae-sama, Kiyo-sama, or the annoying prick that you can’t decide whether he deserves a Christmas present or not.
You are, however, allowed to think Kabaji is one of the most adorable guys ever, and may continue to think of ways to spoil him rotten, because his master is a jerk that doesn’t deserve nearly half the devotion he displays.
Since you’re on the subject of spoiling people rotten, you’d better get started!
An’s Christmas List of Super Awesome People and One Not So Awesome Person to Spoil!
Kippei
Mom and dad!!
Sae-sama
Kiyo-sama
Ryou **
Eiji**
Hikaru-sama (because I don’t think it’s right to spoil his butler without giving him something, too. He doesn’t seem to have many friends, not that I’m even thinking about trying to be friends with him. He scares me silly ;___;)
Kabaji!**
Keigo-sama
Keigo-sama
Rin----- My Secret Santa
[ooc: She can't make up her mind about whether or not to get Atobe a gift for Christmas, so she constantly scratches his name off her list, only to put it back, and then repeats the process XD]