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Jul 19, 2005 02:21

I don't really know what to say other than I was just laying in bed after a "disagreement" with my best friend who is here visiting. It's hard to lie in bed with someone you have to much respect and love for but just want to hit over the head with the obvious at the same time and still be able to fall asleep. Enter Live Journal. I was just ( Read more... )

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dont make me put out a want ad for the best t-shirt cutter ever tangibledilemma July 20 2005, 02:12:01 UTC

beautiful and home-hitting analysis. its nice to see true thoughts and words (and may i add, virtually non-emo!)

i love you, i really do, but you know this.

please call soon.

anonymous July 20 2005, 05:13:16 UTC

Is it pathetic that I have nothing better to do at the moment than post comments on my friend's Live Journal sites?... I thought so. (It's amazing how many people have these things now ( ... )

anonymous July 20 2005, 05:24:18 UTC

P.S. I have posted tons of comments on here that you haven't responded to. What's up with that? Admittedly, most of them are rather stupid, but a response now and then would be nice. :)

(Just felt like giving you a little grief.) What are friends for, right? :)

Love ya,
- Erin

inreallife July 26 2005, 01:33:11 UTC

to answer your question if i think i'm reading it correctly, i think that is a good point, and yes, i would say that even a strong reaction such as hate would be a reflection of feelings about ourselves. because if you think about it, aren't we all harder on ourselves than we are on others? for me anyways, it's so much easier to forgive others and look past their faults than my own. i think so much of our "lens" that we look at the world through is just a result of how we feel about ourselves. if we are fairly confident and at peace with ourselves, we will see the world in a peaceful or positive way.

anonymous July 30 2005, 19:20:26 UTC

Very interesting. Thanks for sharing that. You are so amazing! :)

I got home from Family Camp about an hour ago and I'm headed back to La Foret for MADD camp tomorrow, so I think I'm going to go do some laundry and take a nice LONG nap!

I am fairly certain that today is your Birthday. If it is, I wish you a very very Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Erin

walkinbackstage July 21 2005, 06:37:51 UTC

"And I don't mean that in a cynical way--sometimes the truth may seem cynical but it's actually just that-the truth-and brings a peaceful acceptance" I miss you katie grubb... i've been mia from the relationship for far too long--- and mia from the springs in general... shit's been crazy and i need a talk to bring me down to some roots- down to a me that isn't freaking out- down to a me that finds peace in your understanding blue eyes... and all i can do is feel so sorry for what a lousy friend i feel i've been everytime i think about how much i love you and miss you and how much we never really talk anymore... i'm going to call you after this comment is posted even though it's 1235... why are we so horrible at this keeping in touch game... maybe it's because we both know we'll always have each other no matter what... i guess it's sort of sad to think about how much time we spend on those we aren't as certain about vs eachother... but... then again- i know that i will always have you... i hope you still feel the same about me... i ( ... )

inreallife July 26 2005, 01:26:06 UTC

i love you and miss you too. i feel the same way. we should try more to keep in touch with eachother since we do have a relationship that actually means something and isn't full of shit. i do regret that we don't talk more. please let me know what is going on with you because i want to be there for you and will be if you let me in.

tater_tot13 March 23 2006, 05:44:11 UTC

I realize you posted this quite some time ago, but I wanted to tell you something I thought you might find interesting. My mom was listening to a recorded speach by a budist "munk" a few days ago, and was telling the family tonight how in the speach it was mentioned that the people who make us angry are teaching us a lesson. In them we see reflection of the qualities we dislike in ourselves. When I heard that I though... WOW! Katie was saying that exact same thing awhile ago! Congratulations! You have all the wisdom of an old munk!