fuck

yet again another dream to make me feel like shit one thing i can say atleast is that im happy in my dream.....

i cant take this anymore i cant take these dreams

havnt you looked at other relationships you know people walkin by or at work or where ever and there fighting and you think that must suck but there still together and theres a chance their relationship is worse then ours is...i want to be with you i miss you and i love you

you where my first for alot of things my first pedacure the first person i really danced with the first person i went out of state with when i wasnt with my family the first girl to wear my boxers the first person i could actually picture in my mind marrying you were the first person to really treat me good you are the first person i tryed so hard ( Read more... )

well what a shitty day today was i had a shitty day at work then ashley doesnt get off work tell 12 so i fugured i would try and see her instead of going out but she never called and when i called her she was already out drinking im glad i mattered then when i called she really didnt seem to want to talk to me but what ever

well it really shows how much im missed and how much you want to see me i guess theres more important things you would rather do more important people you would rather see im not sure how much longer i can take this knowing that im like not even second best anymore now im like last in line if i want to hang out its well im not sure what these ( Read more... )

please dont do this i really hope your answer is yes i dont want to live without you

so many thoughts...so little time its a toss up should i type everything in here right now or sleep well since it really doesnt matter what im thinking i think im going to go to sleep i love you ashley muah

why do things only feel right when there with you?