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Sep 09, 2004 18:11

Sorry I haven't updated in a while; I haven't really felt like it lately. But I'm going to say something that I've wanted to for a while. It'll most likely be a long post, so be warned!

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Well see, there's this guy at school, Chris Rosario. I've liked him since last year, but I never told Mandy or Tina because I thought they'd laugh at me or something. I dunno. Just, last year, he was one of the few people who payed attention to me in my classes, so I liked him a lot. But Megan Cool was either his girlfriend, or a good friend of his.

This year, I really like him. And it's so cool, he's in every one of my classes except study hall. I finally told Mandy that I liked him.. maybe a week and a half ago or so. Turns out she likes him too! So, now I know I can tell her this kind of stuff, and she won't laugh. Shoud've known it before. <3 But anyways, now that we know, we've both been really giddy and stuff over him. Hehe, he's so cool. He's funny, and hot like whoa, haha. <3

So, now for my update. Please excuse me if it contains a lot of stuff about Chris, this is a big deal for me. I haven't had a crush since like.. fourth grade. And he moved away haha.
Ok, so today:

Math - normal. Chris is in my class, but he sits across the room so yeah. I DID walk back to school with him, and we talkedand stuff =)

Science - Nothing much interesting happened.

Civics - Chris asked Mandy if she had crayons or something, but she didn't. But I did, so I said he could borrow some of mine. But, of course, I COULDN'T FIND THEM. haha. Pissed me off =P

Reading - We had these drawings and stuff we passed around, and Mandy and I were all trying to get Chris's paper. I had to be all secrative about wanting his paper, because he sits in the next row to me, haha. It's nice hehe. But anyways, Mandy got it, and she was all mouthing to me that she got it. All these people were like "will you trade with me Manda?" and she was like NO, and then she traded to me, hehe. So I got to look at his drawing and stuff. It was funny, and I told him it was really good. He said thanks. Little things like that get me excited, haha. Also, I was one of the people who got the best grades on this paper, and so I got two packets of mini M & Ms. I gave one to him, hehe. He's all "Sweet! Thanks!" and he gave me this big smile.. it was awesome. Turned my insides to jelly.. Gosh, I hope he doesn't notice how much I stare at him and get all giddy around him.. haha

Lunch was so awesome. We all sat on this table, and about half the eighth graders were there. He sat next to Mandy! Lucky litlle.. *mumbles* haha, just kidding =P We were all making a concoction out of her soda, and then Tina DRANK IT. LOL. We all scooted away, and of course that was just an excuse for Mandy to scoot closer to him XD

During lunch recess, he hung out with us the whole time!! And like, every time we see him, he waves to us and gives us high fives <3 but anyways, so we're all out in the feild, and he's running around being all hyper and stuff, hehe. He stood next to me a lot, and like, when the group would all crowd together, I'd 'accidently' bump into him or something, hehe. Making contact with him is nice.. haha. Probably didn't sound right, but I dun care!

After P.E., he caught up with us, and was talking to us and stuff. Someone called him over, so he walked over to them, but he told Mandy and I to wait for him! That probably wasn't a big deal, but it means a lot to me. He likes us better than he did last year, which is good ^^ Also, at the end of the day, he waved goodbye to us ^^

I'm almost positive he only likes us as friends, but hey! Maybe over time it could turn into something more ;) But at the same time, that makes another problem; Both me AND Mandy like him. If he wanted to go out with me, I'd feel really bad for Mandy.. but at the same time, if he likes Mandy and not me, I'd be all sad and stuff. I'd be happy for her, yeah, but still.. Ack, why does it have to be so complicated?

So yeah, that's my update. I'm sorry if I bored you all to death with this entry..

Love to all you gals
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