but all i can do is close my eyes and cross my heart and hope to die.

[insane_insecure]

today in church was kinda sucky. Josh is leaving us. this is like god saying "yupp laura, i know how much you cant handle change, but i'm going to ruin your church family and make everyone leave you

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[blasphemy_brent]

you should start goin to knox...thats what i do now and its a fun family there
and! if you fall asleep in there you get kicked in the leg by bonnie....it happened to me lol

oh the winds of change.

[theloneliestday]

i tried to message you on myspace but i cant find the buttons. Seems like your doing some reconstructing, haha.

*sigh*
I take it this is josh english?
i got a random comment from him saying he had the worst day ever. So i wonder if that has anything to do with this. idk.

the sucky part about change is when it comes it hits you HARD. with great impact. it can either be one BIG change or a bunch of little small ones. and sometimes its hard to determine which is worse.

change can be a good thing. it can. every "bad" change that has occurred in my life has somehow turned out better. and some of them have happend 382302039 years ago, and im just realizing it now. sometimes it takes even the simplest things to make you realize it. New surroundings, new friends , old things beocming new again, it all ties together. You were always saying to me how nothing that rough has happend to you, and for the most part things have been going good, and nothing overly drastic has occurred in your life. Well there IS a time for everything. And change is

josh

[anonymous]

There's a good reason why Josh is leaving. He made a huge mistake. But it hurts. And I HATE JESSICA. I fucking hope that girl dies. I hope she kills herself and burns in hell. If you know why, comment my myspace or something and say YEAH I KNOW. If not, message me. I'll tell you why.

Josh English