why?

[insane_weirdo]

life is crazy. i probably should actually be doing homework or getting ready for a shower or anything but being on here. my stress has reached new heights today. now not only does my heart hurt(making even simple breathing make me want to DIE), but i have the beginnings of an itchy rash on my arm, and my stomach hurts so bad that i feel like i

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[kay_bee17]

I understand completely....I hate the anneversaries of deaths...there've been a lot in my family.
the anneversary of my nana and then my papa's death are the worst. I wish I could say it gets better but it doesn't really...it just...changes....
You may not necessarily cry about it as much, but I always find myself having really crappy days and negative thoughts when it gets close to those times without even realizing that that's what it is at first....

Yeah me feel like crap too :) stupid sinuses

[insane_weirdo]

I know that it won't necessarily get better. However today I had quite possibly one of the best days. I think it was my mind making be pissy without my permission!

[kay_bee17]

aw

[dooglefog]

this is going to sound totally corny and all, but i think about you every day. i really do miss you. i'm not even going to try to justify/explain anything that i said or did because i'm pretty sure you know me well enough to get it.

and i think i must've passed my stomach problems onto you at one of our rare occasions of close proximity at our lockers! which sucks. i hope it feels better because i've been dealing with that crap for months and it makes me want to die. (i think mine was a stomach ulcer, though.)

sorry for not taking the first step, i've just been thinking that you didn't really care for being friends with me anymore, too. gah, we suck at communication.

[umbraphiles]

add me fool!