Self, meet self recrimination

[insaneamoeba]

Been suffering a lot lately. That sounds weird. What I mean is that I have been having wave upon wave of self-doubt and recrimination. Stupid, lazy, unmotivated, worthless, over and over again and I can only lay in my bed and try to escape. I wonder if I've wasted two years and a whole lot of money. Would love to teach college but I am probably

Comments

[kelso]

*hug

[knastymike]

I think rage and the urge to do violence are more common than we like to admit. I think it's why things like Fight Club and the Great Outdoor Fight appeal to me as much as they do. Mutual violence for violence's sake, and we don't have to feel sorry for the "victims" since they all went into it with eyes wide open.

On the other hand, the thought of walking around downtown or near campus with a tire buddy or a baseball bat, face-smashing every Abercrombie-hat-wearing fuckchop is also very appealing.

Blahblahblah. I don't really know what the hell I'm talking about up there, but I do know that I have faith in you, and I'm betting that I'm not the only one by a long shot. You're awesome, and you kick all sorts of ass. Take care.

[alias23]

"if you get confused, listen to the music play"

[insaneamoeba]

oh yeah

a release...

[anonymous]

The best way to get over that nasty clinging sticky depressed feeling it to have a wild meaningless overnight affair with an older man. Give me a call... ha ha ha