ok so today has been terrible. i cant even begin to describe how bad it was. ya you all know how my mom left over a month ago.. well it just clicked in today. I was reading this piece of paper, a note my dad wrote to my mom, that he was going to send to her, saying how he missed her, and how he missed her laugh, her smile, especially when she woke ( Read more... )

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Ok so lets see, not much has really happened, i havent updated in a while, bill got a new job YAY! hes working ALOT though, like yesterday worked a 17 1/2 hr shift :-( so i didnt see him yesterday, i saw him for about 2 hrs today, if it really counted cuz he spent most of that time playin some dart game with my uncle doug dad nd bernie. Then he had ( Read more... )

ok so lets see. Yesterday was Bill and my one month. Hectic day that was. I know i havent updated in forever so, it basically comes down to, you know my mom moved to florida, but now my dad has turned like all emo/depressed. I hate it. And like everytime he drinks he always makes it a point to give me a hug and tell me he loves me, yet he never ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was quite hectic. but fun... lets see wat happened friday.. fuck i forgot, i know i went to school and i know bill picked me up, and we went to uhm... shyt.. we went somewhere i know we did.. god damnit.. ok i member me and bill picking shawn up and bringing him to tori's and then me nd bill left to go to my house... and then,, we ( Read more... )

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1. Jami
2. Rice Cake
3. i dont kno

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1.sexylillette2004
2.babygirl0313x
3.bbygrl102812

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. My eyes
2. my hair sometimes
3. thats all

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1.Italian 50%
2.Irish 25%
3.ne thing else i can think of

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. losing bill
2. i dont ( Read more... )

Well hellew everyone? how are you today.. lol. dont mind me im STILL so amazingly happy. finally. I seriously cant even remember last time i was this happy. I have stopped smoking weed. I did this a little while ago. No choice to it. Although ill never forget the floating feeling it gave me and ill never forget those who smoked me when i had no ( Read more... )

ok well Id have to say i have been having the time of my life. The only way i could be more happy, is if my mom were still here and this crap wasnt going on with my dad. Honestly i dont think i could b any happier. Its just amazing the feelings you get when ur with one person. I thought i was in love b4, but i know now i wasnt, Dont judge me and ( Read more... )

Well lets see.. today was all sorts of fun.. i go out with bill now and im really happy... i know u ppl r prolly thinking damn she goes from guy to guy, but if u knew the situation u wouldnt b saying that.  But yeah. Today, Bill picked me nd kt up from school nd brought us to fx so he could see what work he had to do on the club. And then we went ( Read more... )

Ok soooooooooo whats up people, i lied that wasnt my last entry. well, i dont know i just felt that i should write an entry, for why, i have no damn clue. But uhm. I went to uh... ericks house with nick today, that was pretty cool, ericks dog is the shyt. and lets see. shyt. fuck it i forgot, But we went in theyr and we smoked, and it was fun. but ( Read more... )