I'm effing exhausted, and it's only the second day of the semester...what a good sign. Classes are gonna be tons of work this semester, my job isn't (hopefully) going to be that bad, but it's still time. I'm doing running club, even though I haven't found ANY time to run the last week or so...I think I've ran once. Pathetic. I miss it, dangit. I ( Read more... )

Does his company make light of a rainy day?

Do his hands in your hair feel a lot like a thing you believe in,
or a bit like a bird stealing bread out from under your nose?

Can't wait to get back to school and be with all of my favorite people! 

 I don't know what's wrong with me, but something isn't right. 

 I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I'm being super lazy and unproductive. I really need to get my resume fixed so I can apply for that internship. Have I done anything with it? Nope. Also have not applied for the tuition refund...which I should have done months ago. I feel like I'm shutting down. And I can't really figure out what it is exactly ( Read more... )

 I love the water. I love pools, I love oceans, even though sometimes they scare me, I love rain, I love waterfalls...pretty much any general body of water, and all water that falls from some higher point to a lower point. Lake's are iffy, but only because they have dark water that's scary and unpredictable. Swam in the ocean today for like, 2 ( Read more... )

 I need to be done with this stupid fucking program. Seriously.

 Sometimes you have to get lonely. If for no other reason, than at least to discover who it is that you are, and what exactly you're made of when there's nothing left but yourself. 

 I'm trying so hard to convince myself that I deserve you. I'm not having much luck. 

Jacob ( Read more... )

 It's crazy how a few weeks, even as little as just one, out of your element can totally shake up your whole life. I now realize just how comfortable I am at Grand Valley...I've just gotten so used to everything, and how I function there. I've adjusted, and tweaked, and spun all the dials to get everything there to line up just the way I want it... ( Read more... )