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blessings in disguise.
i think....
the events that happened were blessings in disguise.
made me step out of my comfort zone and realise many new things.
looking back. i think it was a good decision made. =D -
Genevieve's Character 101
Alright... i've realised something yet again.
for a period of time, i neglected my secondary school friends.
i thought that since we were no longer in the same school/class, it doesn't really matter if we stayed close.
many at times i turned down their invitation to meet up, instead, i chose to hang out with my jc friends.
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its finally over.... =))
the mad rush, came and gone like the wind.
Saturday was the worst ever in the whole history of my life.
morning: woke up at 7.45am, took a bath and got daddy to fetch me to KAP. reached at 8.30am on the dot. wasn't late, but all the others were.
waited at the first level of MacDonald's until melvin and hadi called to say they've been there since 8. ( Read more... ) -
losing myself.
zhixuan: =D hahahs... hmms, i have friends in pjc too. =D hahahs. yea... i totally agree that we should chat more often... its been such a long time. rmb we once said that we should go out? that didn't happen. =/ hope one day we will have time to go out. =D
i'm losing sight of myself.
really feel like breaking down at times.
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zhixuan: jc's damn tough. i'm like constantly tired... hahhas. but its alright cause its fun and i have great friends. =D what about you? you're in jc or poly? haven't chat with you for eons... =/
yesterday would have been the 2nd month....
in any case, its all in the past.
currently... we're both living in pretense.
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i'm so stressed from PW and school work...
too much on my plate.
OCIP and extra dance pracs are killing me. (mainly dance pracs)
found out that apparently someone needed me and i wasn't there.
feeling quite guilty. but i don't think i was at fault.
after all, i didn't know and i was caught up in my own misery and pain caused by....
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8 July 2008
zhixuan: hey... =)) how's things?
Revelation.
After failing for the 8th time, I am finally disenchanted.
Going to start afresh.
No more this kind of bull and crap.
Bent over my own principles.... (never thought I would try to change for a guy)
Thought this would be different, especially after the choice... guess not.
Laying off relationships...
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just realised that i'm extremely self-absorbed.
it's little wonder why i seemed to have been over-demanding.
feel damn useless right now.
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decision....
i've thought long and hard about things.
it is better left this way... =))
without all the pressure and paranoia.
things should be much easier on you and me.
i know...
if it's meant to be, it will happen again... sooner or later...
by then, it will be without all the burden and stresses...
and... we will be more mature.
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