so yea, i talked to shane, i love that boy.

he makes me get butterflies in my tummy and forget that anything is wrong. He wants me to leave with him. I dont know if I can. I'd like to hold off and see if things work between us, before I up and move 4-5 states away.

Jazzy, have room in cali? ;)

it isnt easy for any of us to transcend the past, or pain we might have suffered. Yet, there are gifts in those pains, and we can choose to let light into the dark places we are not alone ( Read more... )

so yea, i'm going through one of my self destructive phases, i dont know why but i hate myself.

i need a release. I know what use to make me feel good, but i cant fall in that hole again.

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There's always doubt about if the grass is greener on the other side. Truth be told, there are probably millions of 'perfect matches' for everyone. Everytime I enter a relationship I wonder if the man i am with is 'the one'... everyone else seemed better here or nicer there or funnier, what have you. finding someone who makes you truly happy is all ( Read more... )

I am no longer the person I once was. I'm trying with all my heart to stay to the path that I have worked so hard to pave. I live in denial each day, hoping that it will pass. I have trapped myself in a world where I know no one. My closest friends are just figmants of my imagination. All that were close to me have moved on ( Read more... )

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