Too much

[insensately]

I feel like i'm going to break down any moment. i don't know what's gotten into me, i think it's a mix of everything. my mind's been very cluttered these few days, but it's always the same few things surfacing in it. some scare me and others cause me pain. sometimes it gets so overwhelming, the anxiety, fear, longing, anticipation, worry... the

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be happy. SMILEZZZ

[anonymous]

gosh cheer up will you? crazy rjc genius nerds. no need work so hard. you alr far above most. go and love love God. im immature dont sue me. but you have to realise its not healthy to mope abt.

Re: be happy. SMILEZZZ

[insensately]

hi, i appreciate your concern, but let me clarify a few things:

1) i don't think you know what's going on in my life; even some of my close friends don't, so it's not possible that you know. therefore i don't think you can accurately judge whether i CAN mope.

2) i don't think any of the worries i have right now have ANYTHING at all to do with the fact that i'm in rjc. i don't really think it's valid to say "crazy rjc genius nerds", it's more a personal attack than anything.

3) i'm a free thinker and don't need anyone telling me to love god. i love no god.

Re: be happy. SMILEZZZ

[insensately]

oh, by the way? the next time you drop by, for goodness' sake leave your name. unless there's something you have to hide.

one last thing. i have the right to say what i want to in my blog as long as it's not offensive. if you don't like angsty posts, why don't you just save your own time and stop reading them?