Oral presentation today. but all morning i couldn't focus. there was something else on my mind. something dark, something sad, something i would love very much to think is normal. but which is not. despite that, it stayed on my mind. and no... i'm not crazy thank you.
Why didn't you take what you were offered? if only you did... then things wouldn' ( Read more... )

Had pw rehearsal again this morning... met qianwen for dinner near SCH and then headed for rico concert. which i'm lazy to give comments about. haha.
Oral presentation tomorrow! hope everything goes fine.

One of my biggest weaknesses is my inability to fight my feelings.

I don't like it at all. oh, no i don't. in fact... how i hate it.

Why is this ( Read more... )

Went to watch sso concert last night. turned out better than i expected... the violin concerto was so pro! the soloist is like *__* haha. then after his performance he did some encore thing and just stood there playing at the speed of light for dunno how long. after which everyone cheered cos he's so zai! =) but i think the highlight of the night ( Read more... )

Chem spa skill A is finally over. it's been like some irritating pest bugging me for the entire week or so... i can't wait for pw oral presentation to be over either. last night i was practising pipa when i was supposed to be studying for chem spa. hur where are my priorities.
But seriously, ever since promos ended, i haven't been able to sit down ( Read more... )

I just recalled the chem enrichment quiz thing between the 06s and 03s last thursday. and i remember there was this super absurd question with a very strange and foreign answer that was more general knowledge than chem. so i said damn loudly, "i bet even the teachers don't know how to answer la!" and miss hot (puke) was sitting right in front of me ( Read more... )

Yesterday my parents went for the rjc meet the parents session. and i was quite enlightened by some of the things they told me the teachers said about me. hmm. somehow i always anticipate these sessions... i like to hear what the teachers think of me. things they'll never say in person to me. very interesting.
Lol i had pipa lesson today. and last ( Read more... )

(Actual time: 26 oct, 2.02 am)
Went out with lanya and qianwen yesterday. wanted to go to esplanade library but didn't know it's closed on public holidays. so we made our way to bras basah to buy picks lol =X what a waste of money. but nice to collect! after that we sat there for a good hour or so? just talking. about co, pipa, rubbish... mostly co ( Read more... )

Rs player: Hi
Me: Hi
Rs player: Will you be my gf
Me: Er no thanks lol
Rs player: Plz i love you
Me: Prove it with a free rune pickaxe or something lol
Me: Make that full rune
Rs player: (vulgarities) (walks away)
Gosh i just love myself! hahaha.

I have a friend who is a very unique person, because she's the only one who ever dares to point out faults in others that "victim" or even other people will never dare to point out. sometimes she hits the nail so accurately it really stuns me. but that's besides the point; the point is that i'm really grateful for this kind of people. cos on the ( Read more... )

Haven't blogged for quite long going by my standards! haha. quick update on the past few days. sorry my entry's going to be super boring. so if you're not interested you can leave now. hahaha as in seriously. even i felt quite bored just typing it. =/
Wed 18 oct
Quite sian cos after chem tutorial and math lecture we ponned pe and slacked all the way ( Read more... )