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[insertblushing]

so, i had finalized all my plans for baltimore in my mind complete with paying jobs, an internship, and a new day planner for the crazy schedule, only to get e-mailed from the internship in new york with betsey johnson that now they want me to work for them this summer. i know i might be back up, but i am still speechless, like random tapping on

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[clay_kid]

how would you be able to do the internship next year? are you doing the new york studio program? or are you talking about next summer? I say TAKE IT NOW. sounds like a good opportunity, it's just really difficult finding places to stay.

[insertblushing]

i'd just re-apply, i'm talking about after i graduate, either the summer or fall. the plan is to work and save money up through the year so that i can intern without having to worry about money. i already turned it down on friday i think. i'm partially regretting it and kicking myself, and partially hoping i'll get it again next year. it goes on and off, lots of kicking and thinking that i am such a dumb ass.