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walken209 (10:50:10 PM): Hey, there you are
dontsaveus (10:50:30 PM): mm mhh im here :-)
dontsaveus (10:50:41 PM): listening to music and talking to a friend from sac about her life haha
walken209 (10:50:45 PM): do you know who this is?
dontsaveus (10:51:08 PM): dad?
walken209 (10:51:36 PM): yes
walken209 (10:51:40 PM): bubbie
walken209 (10:51:55 PM): are you safe?
dontsaveus (10:52:01 PM): of course
dontsaveus (10:52:12 PM): i have been since day one here, i got really really lucky
walken209 (10:52:13 PM): i do worry about you
dontsaveus (10:52:36 PM): i know, ive been strong, realistic, but most of all optimistic and hard working
dontsaveus (10:52:42 PM): and im makin git
walken209 (10:52:49 PM): i miss you
dontsaveus (10:52:54 PM): i got interviewed yesterday about a song i made for a magazine
dontsaveus (10:52:58 PM): i miss u guys alot dad
dontsaveus (10:53:01 PM): all of you
dontsaveus (10:53:10 PM): i want you guys to come out to visit me sometime
dontsaveus (10:53:15 PM): i can take us all out to dinner :-)
walken209 (10:53:24 PM): sounds like fun
walken209 (10:53:36 PM): i just wanted you to know
walken209 (10:53:47 PM): just how proud i am of you
dontsaveus (10:54:17 PM): thank you sooo much dad, that really means alot coming from you
dontsaveus (10:54:24 PM): especially from you
walken209 (10:54:43 PM): I am sorry that we have not really been that close
walken209 (10:54:55 PM): i want to be
dontsaveus (10:55:20 PM): me too, i like that you got a screen name
walken209 (10:55:42 PM): I figured that this would be the only way
walken209 (10:55:47 PM): rught now
walken209 (10:56:02 PM): are you on often
dontsaveus (10:56:10 PM): good idea. i love u soo much dad
dontsaveus (10:56:21 PM): i am usually on every day
dontsaveus (10:56:31 PM): and once i get into the program with my pc from grandmas, i will be on every day
walken209 (10:56:37 PM): I need to say something to you..
dontsaveus (10:56:38 PM): if not far tooooo much
dontsaveus (10:56:44 PM): k :-)
walken209 (10:57:23 PM): I regret all og..f the hours i have wasted working, and not spending them with you
walken209 (10:57:50 PM): i really do not know who you are, and it is breaking my heart
walken209 (10:58:04 PM): i am sorry
walken209 (10:58:33 PM): i need to know you
dontsaveus (10:59:07 PM): wow
dontsaveus (10:59:12 PM): i dont know that to say
dontsaveus (10:59:18 PM): except i know
dontsaveus (10:59:20 PM): that even
dontsaveus (10:59:37 PM): the tiniest bit of whats happened between us wasnt just becuase of you or aything like that
dontsaveus (10:59:46 PM): i was really reluctant to talk myself and be realistic
dontsaveus (10:59:49 PM): back in the day
dontsaveus (10:59:53 PM): ive grown up alot
walken209 (11:00:02 PM): I Love You
dontsaveus (11:00:05 PM): and knowin gyou, and havein gyou know me would really be beneficial to me right now
dontsaveus (11:00:09 PM): i love you so much dad
walken209 (11:01:08 PM): i have not cried in years'
dontsaveus (11:01:56 PM): i dont resent anything anymore, and i havent for along time, i had to realise that this is how u felt deep down, and that i would have to realize that to grow on my own, and be a healthy productive happy person
dontsaveus (11:02:15 PM): but what u just said to me was something i had no way to expect
dontsaveus (11:02:18 PM): and it made my world
walken209 (11:03:10 PM): you are my son, i love and need you
dontsaveus (11:03:25 PM): amen to that.
dontsaveus (11:03:28 PM): thank u soo much dad
dontsaveus (11:03:34 PM): you have no idea what this means to me
walken209 (11:04:03 PM): i have to sleep, have taken my meds
dontsaveus (11:04:19 PM): ok i hope u have a nice night, im going to read and then go to sleep, cause i work tommorrow
walken209 (11:04:19 PM): may we continue later?
dontsaveus (11:04:26 PM): please, can we?
walken209 (11:04:35 PM): you bet
dontsaveus (11:04:40 PM): k gnight dad i love you
walken209 (11:04:50 PM): i love you too
walken209 (11:04:55 PM): sleep well
dontsaveus (11:06:28 PM): you too, tell everyone i said gnight :-)
walken209 (11:06:56 PM): I will, thanks for being you
dontsaveus (11:07:08 PM): you too dad, thank you so much for this.
walken209 (11:07:41 PM): it is a little late, but maybe enough'
walken209 (11:08:16 PM): i worry about you, you are just like me
dontsaveus (11:08:20 PM): it is for sure.
dontsaveus (11:08:23 PM): just like you?
walken209 (11:08:37 PM): just like me
dontsaveus (11:09:22 PM): im keeping my nose clean :-)
walken209 (11:09:39 PM): we both have HUGE feekings
dontsaveus (11:09:47 PM): i want to make you proud
dontsaveus (11:09:52 PM): feelings?
walken209 (11:09:56 PM): yes
walken209 (11:10:12 PM): I am already very proud
dontsaveus (11:10:14 PM): yeah, i am a big feelings guy
walken209 (11:10:30 PM): i just want to talk daily somehow
dontsaveus (11:10:44 PM): we can do that for sure on here, especially once i get into the program
walken209 (11:11:08 PM): i need to fall into the bd
walken209 (11:11:12 PM): bed
walken209 (11:11:26 PM): i will look for you in the AM
dontsaveus (11:11:47 PM): k i usually get on later. but we will see what happens :-)
dontsaveus (11:11:52 PM): have a good night dad and i loe you
walken209 (11:12:06 PM): i love you more
dontsaveus (10:50:30 PM): mm mhh im here :-)
dontsaveus (10:50:41 PM): listening to music and talking to a friend from sac about her life haha
walken209 (10:50:45 PM): do you know who this is?
dontsaveus (10:51:08 PM): dad?
walken209 (10:51:36 PM): yes
walken209 (10:51:40 PM): bubbie
walken209 (10:51:55 PM): are you safe?
dontsaveus (10:52:01 PM): of course
dontsaveus (10:52:12 PM): i have been since day one here, i got really really lucky
walken209 (10:52:13 PM): i do worry about you
dontsaveus (10:52:36 PM): i know, ive been strong, realistic, but most of all optimistic and hard working
dontsaveus (10:52:42 PM): and im makin git
walken209 (10:52:49 PM): i miss you
dontsaveus (10:52:54 PM): i got interviewed yesterday about a song i made for a magazine
dontsaveus (10:52:58 PM): i miss u guys alot dad
dontsaveus (10:53:01 PM): all of you
dontsaveus (10:53:10 PM): i want you guys to come out to visit me sometime
dontsaveus (10:53:15 PM): i can take us all out to dinner :-)
walken209 (10:53:24 PM): sounds like fun
walken209 (10:53:36 PM): i just wanted you to know
walken209 (10:53:47 PM): just how proud i am of you
dontsaveus (10:54:17 PM): thank you sooo much dad, that really means alot coming from you
dontsaveus (10:54:24 PM): especially from you
walken209 (10:54:43 PM): I am sorry that we have not really been that close
walken209 (10:54:55 PM): i want to be
dontsaveus (10:55:20 PM): me too, i like that you got a screen name
walken209 (10:55:42 PM): I figured that this would be the only way
walken209 (10:55:47 PM): rught now
walken209 (10:56:02 PM): are you on often
dontsaveus (10:56:10 PM): good idea. i love u soo much dad
dontsaveus (10:56:21 PM): i am usually on every day
dontsaveus (10:56:31 PM): and once i get into the program with my pc from grandmas, i will be on every day
walken209 (10:56:37 PM): I need to say something to you..
dontsaveus (10:56:38 PM): if not far tooooo much
dontsaveus (10:56:44 PM): k :-)
walken209 (10:57:23 PM): I regret all og..f the hours i have wasted working, and not spending them with you
walken209 (10:57:50 PM): i really do not know who you are, and it is breaking my heart
walken209 (10:58:04 PM): i am sorry
walken209 (10:58:33 PM): i need to know you
dontsaveus (10:59:07 PM): wow
dontsaveus (10:59:12 PM): i dont know that to say
dontsaveus (10:59:18 PM): except i know
dontsaveus (10:59:20 PM): that even
dontsaveus (10:59:37 PM): the tiniest bit of whats happened between us wasnt just becuase of you or aything like that
dontsaveus (10:59:46 PM): i was really reluctant to talk myself and be realistic
dontsaveus (10:59:49 PM): back in the day
dontsaveus (10:59:53 PM): ive grown up alot
walken209 (11:00:02 PM): I Love You
dontsaveus (11:00:05 PM): and knowin gyou, and havein gyou know me would really be beneficial to me right now
dontsaveus (11:00:09 PM): i love you so much dad
walken209 (11:01:08 PM): i have not cried in years'
dontsaveus (11:01:56 PM): i dont resent anything anymore, and i havent for along time, i had to realise that this is how u felt deep down, and that i would have to realize that to grow on my own, and be a healthy productive happy person
dontsaveus (11:02:15 PM): but what u just said to me was something i had no way to expect
dontsaveus (11:02:18 PM): and it made my world
walken209 (11:03:10 PM): you are my son, i love and need you
dontsaveus (11:03:25 PM): amen to that.
dontsaveus (11:03:28 PM): thank u soo much dad
dontsaveus (11:03:34 PM): you have no idea what this means to me
walken209 (11:04:03 PM): i have to sleep, have taken my meds
dontsaveus (11:04:19 PM): ok i hope u have a nice night, im going to read and then go to sleep, cause i work tommorrow
walken209 (11:04:19 PM): may we continue later?
dontsaveus (11:04:26 PM): please, can we?
walken209 (11:04:35 PM): you bet
dontsaveus (11:04:40 PM): k gnight dad i love you
walken209 (11:04:50 PM): i love you too
walken209 (11:04:55 PM): sleep well
dontsaveus (11:06:28 PM): you too, tell everyone i said gnight :-)
walken209 (11:06:56 PM): I will, thanks for being you
dontsaveus (11:07:08 PM): you too dad, thank you so much for this.
walken209 (11:07:41 PM): it is a little late, but maybe enough'
walken209 (11:08:16 PM): i worry about you, you are just like me
dontsaveus (11:08:20 PM): it is for sure.
dontsaveus (11:08:23 PM): just like you?
walken209 (11:08:37 PM): just like me
dontsaveus (11:09:22 PM): im keeping my nose clean :-)
walken209 (11:09:39 PM): we both have HUGE feekings
dontsaveus (11:09:47 PM): i want to make you proud
dontsaveus (11:09:52 PM): feelings?
walken209 (11:09:56 PM): yes
walken209 (11:10:12 PM): I am already very proud
dontsaveus (11:10:14 PM): yeah, i am a big feelings guy
walken209 (11:10:30 PM): i just want to talk daily somehow
dontsaveus (11:10:44 PM): we can do that for sure on here, especially once i get into the program
walken209 (11:11:08 PM): i need to fall into the bd
walken209 (11:11:12 PM): bed
walken209 (11:11:26 PM): i will look for you in the AM
dontsaveus (11:11:47 PM): k i usually get on later. but we will see what happens :-)
dontsaveus (11:11:52 PM): have a good night dad and i loe you
walken209 (11:12:06 PM): i love you more