"so please don't trivialize my motives. try to understand them."

this from someone who says i have a problem with thinking too much? no mames, güey. chingao.

im getting tired of this thing: =] but nothing else expresses my smile like it does. but then again most of the time im not smiling. but what if i am smiling on the in side sort of? what smiley do i have then? maybe a combo of =\ and =]. no i dont know about that. any one have any suggestions ( Read more... )

i love val. val is beautiful.
i love megan. megan is beautiful.

i just wanted yall to know, in case i dont say it enough. and worse, in case i dont act it.

i need to keep myself out of this house, away from this computer, where my emotions brood and cultivate unhealthy thoughts, and my stomach just gets worse.

but the bus schedule keeps me coming home before 11 =[

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i just looked at my bank account and it went from $1000 to $350 in three weeks O.O ( Read more... )

my jarana comes on thursday =]


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i wonder if i'll ever get over those feelings, feelings like she (the universal she, the idea of the partner interacting with me at any time) is holding something back, deceiving me in some way, not being herself on purpose. i hope that she will have the freedom to engañarme when she feels the need, that i will accept that she needs to do what she ( Read more... )

this weekend was lovely. spent time with my androgynous twin, faced one of my biggest fears and failed miserably, learned a few valuable lessons, took down the clown (ronald mcdonald, that is), danced to NIN finally at a party, wore eye-liner, and learned a bit more about a few righteous kats. i might go into it more if i didn't have a paper due by ( Read more... )

i am happy, if only momentarily ^_^