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I'm not posting this really for others to read, just so i can have a record of the way I was feeling and hopefully consult someone older and wiser than me on this and pray and resolve some issues that I haven't ever brought to the surface, but are now rising ( Read more... )

"There are moments
When I love you
Beyond the limits of my human heart
I want to hold you
And take care of you
The way the angels watch over the stars
Past the pull of earth
Across the deep blue sky
Through the universe
Beyond the reach of time
You will always be mine"

thats for you my baby boy....i love you more than you know, and if its God's will that you ( Read more... )

  i think i'm numb. i sob, but nothing comes out....baby boy, you are my sunshine, my angel who came to visit...and now i can't say goodbye.

Sometimes I wonder,
How I'd ever make it through
This world without having you,
I just wouldn't have a clue....
and sometimes it seems
this whole worlds closing in on me
and there's no way of breaking free
then i ( Read more... )

wow! my 10am art history class was cancelled today so i have a hour hour free and of course, i decided i should not use it wisely to catch up on either my sleep or my schoolwork. so instead, i'll update, because i haven't done that in a while.  i've been crazy busy this week, i dont think i've had time to really sit down and gather my thoughts ( Read more... )

sigh. i ALMOST made it. almost through my first year of college without a complete nervous breakdown. actually, i didn't breakdown this time. i just got a really bad headache and cried a little. definately not as bad as usual. i think it makes me feel better to write and vent it all out. i feel bad for spike who has to read through my myspace ( Read more... )

you know what's funny? life is funny. i woke up at the crack of dawn today and signed up for my classes. i signed up for two modules, b/c i didnt get to take one this semsetster and i figured that would make up for it. but sadly, both modules  are during the same month, so for a month next semester, i will be tackling 19 credits of school work. i ( Read more... )

This is how it is! I'm sorry to all the guys out there who claim that the nice guy never gets the girl, but i'm sorry, i do believe it works the other way around as well. THIS is my life...mad props to the girl that wrote this!

Ode to the Nice Girls
This rant was written because a nice girl finally snapped.

I've read the tribute to the nice guys; ( Read more... )

It's raining outside!! Actually, it's not even real rain, which i wouldnt' mind. its that stupid misty kind thats not even worthy of an umbrella yet you still get nice and wet when you walk through it for a long enough time. thats just aggravating. but its ok. its spring, so its supposed to rain. i cant wait for it to be consistantly warm outside.
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Name: Kathleen Joan Rixner
Birthday: 07-26-1986
Call me: Katie
height: 5'3"
Hair Color: dark brown, borders black
Eye Color: change from blue to green
where am i?: my dorm on west grace st.

SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER??

Peed in your pants? ... years ago.
Fallen off the bed? hahha at least once a week
Fallen for a relative? ew! no
Had plastic surgery? no.
Failed ( Read more... )