I just wish you still wanted me the way you used to.

My heart hurts so much

I wish my mind wasn't so complex and full of so many thoughts, i wish i was incapable of feeling these emotions.
If i created them why can't i stop them?

I can't do this anymore, I honestly want to give up so badly right now.
I'm so fucking depressed

no need for reminding
you're still all that matters to me...

It's ironic how many "friends" i have and how useless every single one of them are ( Read more... )

Felt the truth within you and I saw red. I guess we are, we offer our goodbyes. What wasted time. I always hoped somehow it'd never happen to us. But it is something that did and something I can't forget. And after all of our times, you fucking did what you did. This was days and weeks, days and weeks of deceit, it was days and weeks of deceit. You ( Read more... )

I'll be here when you come back.

I really don't know what to do anymore,
I just want to be happy. But i fucked up.

Livejournal is so useless these days,
I think for everyone.

Fuck you live journal.

When do you have to fall apart enough to actually ask for help, and get it?

It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed