it has been ten years since i started this journal when i was fifteen ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever been so deeply torn. fear keeps catching in my chest and i can feel my entire soul sink every time it does, which, paired with the doubt that is constantly nipping at my heels, is starting to become a very heavy burden ( Read more... )

dear 15/16 year old zoie who started this journal ( Read more... )

i am self aware ( Read more... )

i'm the only one who reads this thing so this is just for me to laugh at in the future.

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 OCTOBER 2003 ( Read more... )

GREEN TEA IS DELILILILILILICIOUS.

i am being haunted by the columbine high school massacre ( Read more... )

i don't know who i am anymore.

after i get my bachelor's from utc, i want to move to chicago and study creative writing at columbia college.
it may not happen immediately after i graduate, but! i can physically feel my passion for writing rushing through me at the thought of going to columbia.
dream dream dream.